I have absolutely nothing left.

 

My friends all hate me and nothing I do can change their minds.

 

I want to kill myself, but I just can't bring myself to do it.

 

I don't want to die, but I don't want to stay alive either.

 

kill me please.

i want to say something but i dont know what to say

if your hated alive ... then its kindy going to be the same way in hell or heven .. so no matter what you do .. you wont be loved eather way .. your better off being alive then dead .. because when your alive .. you can change stuff and stuff happens ......

 

its like a game

but with no reset

death throws stuff at you

and you try figger a way around it

but sometimes its harder or easer

but theres a answer to all questions

you just have to find it

thats what being alive is about

is trying to find out how to pass it with out diying ...

 

thats kindy like my thoerey on it .. i hope this helps you

and dont think your the only one .

its kindy like a point of time everone has .

i had that point ..

all i did was try to survive it ... talked to poeple .. and played my music ...

the people online .. both on and off this site ... and my music is what pretty mmuch kept me alive

@ Friend: if it's the same either way, then i'd much rather be dead. at least i won't have to keep hurting if i'm dead.

 

that's very beautiful, and it helped a bit....

are relly sure about that .....

thats just what your lead you belive ...

what if hell is just like living .. but your only being turtered even more and you suffer more .. and what about heven .. is it the same way ? ... no one KNOWs WTF ether is .. no one even knows if even both even esitste .. waht if they dont .. what if you just get born agine in the same firetrucking body ..... in what case you have to put up with the bullshit .. agine .... . its just better to live there it then live half way thoughtr it .. kill your self . then have to live thoughr it agine ...

@Friend: good point...

DLC, please turn away from this train of thought...if you think being dead will solve everything, then you are wrong. You will be running away from your problems and if you did that then, your problems must have taken over your life, when you are the one who controlls your life. I have felt like this before too, and I believe everyone goes through this phase. Don't let your problems rule your life. You have the power to overcome them, maybe not today or tomorrow or even in a week, but some day you will be able to accomplish them. You have time to fix things or for things to fix themselves. Why waste a beautiful life you are given, even if it might be covered up by dark clouds at this time? Don't let your problems consume you or even the cruel things people do to you. Some of us are fighting the same (or close to the same) situation you are in. Your life is important, no matter what anyone else says or does, you are who you are and bring out the best qualities in you and around you.

don't worry everything should get better and i stay alive because it's better than death

Dont do it, theres been times when ive thought of this but I thought my way through.

In time of life we find out WHO our real friends are and who are the ones who are fake, so now I guess you know who sticks by for you.

Killing yourself is pointless, I tell that to everyone, no matter how bad the situation is its pointless to take away your life just like that. Especially when theres many other things you could accomplish in your life. Sure, nothign goes your way in life but thats just how it is, things come and go, and things stick by you from time on. Look at the positive things in your life, if you can't find any then I'm sure you can MAKE something positive in your life. Just try your hardest to accomplish the things you want to happen.

Hey Don't die!!! D:< I would be very sad if you do... because I love you Cookies!!!! *Glomps*