Motivation is hard for me to pick up. It seems now that I rarely can draw or write, despite WANTING to so badly. My mind wants to get better, but my body refuses to draw or write anything. I don't know what to do to get around it. I've tried many things; I've forced myself to draw/write, I've taken small steps and worked on small things for just a few minutes each day to gradually get my work done, and I've tried to walk around every corner of where I live and browsed everywhere on the internet to get inspiration. Nothing.I don't know what's up. I'm not afraid of bad comments or criticism, and in fact I encourage it on my drawings/writings. It isn't that I'm lazy, either. Every time I try to do something, I have the mindset of "Yeah, I'm gonna do this!" and once I'm a few minutes into it, I go, "Nah, I'll do this some other time." despite what motivation I might have picked up moments before. It's come to the point where I only complete something once a month, if that. I WANT to practice my skills every day, like so many have told me in order to improve, but I just can't for some reason. I seriously don't know what to do.
Motivation is hard for me to pick up. It seems now that I rarely can draw or write, despite WANTING to so badly. My mind wants to get better, but my body refuses to draw or write anything. I don't know what to do to get around it. I've tried many things; I've forced myself to draw/write, I've taken small steps and worked on small things for just a few minutes each day to gradually get my work done, and I've tried to walk around every corner of where I live and browsed everywhere on the internet to get inspiration. Nothing.I don't know what's up. I'm not afraid of bad comments or criticism, and in fact I encourage it on my drawings/writings. It isn't that I'm lazy, either. Every time I try to do something, I have the mindset of "Yeah, I'm gonna do this!" and once I'm a few minutes into it, I go, "Nah, I'll do this some other time." despite what motivation I might have picked up moments before. It's come to the point where I only complete something once a month, if that. I WANT to practice my skills every day, like so many have told me in order to improve, but I just can't for some reason. I seriously don't know what to do.