Note: DON'T ASSUME BY THE TITLE THAT I FEEL STRANGE BECAUSE I TOOK DRUGS OR SOMETHING. Its for a totally different reason.
I've finally graduated from Middle School, and everyone thinks i should be happy and full of joy, because i'm finally going on summer vacation. But, I'm not. Instead I feel like i have a huge hole inside me, never to be filled again. I feel kinda depressed(Which is bad, considering im only 13), leaving behind Middle School.
I'm guessing the reason i feel the way i do, is because of how different my Elementary and Middle School's were, in terms of how i felt going to them.
My experience with Elementary school was complete sh*t. I was labeled weird and a freak by most kids, which was understandable since i talked to myself out loud(My dad does it, so it affected me), and did weird things, but only because i was bored. It wasn't until 4th grade that i actually made friends. Then 5th grade came, and i was bullied the whole school year. Those years over there made me feel so relieved and so ecstatic to leave school, and made me feel like i never wanted to go back.
But Hillsdale was completely different. It was awesome, meeting all the great teachers, doing all those fun activities, and meeting all the amazing friends and peers that were there. It provided a friendly experience that my elementary almost completely lacked. That, and the fact that i matured a great deal more, and got rid of many of the bad qualities that i had in elementary. It was the best experience of my life to date, i can honestly say.
And now im leaving it all behind, and heading to high school. Im going to miss all of my amazing teachers, not to mention the incredible friends that are going to other high schools that i probably won't see again for a long time. All of this, makes me actually MISS SCHOOL for a change. I'm genuinely surprised, but i guess since Elementary was so crappy, it planted a message in my brain that every other school would be as bad. But i was so wrong, and im glad for that. I can only hope that High School will be close to being as good as middle school, if not better.
Note: DON'T ASSUME BY THE TITLE THAT I FEEL STRANGE BECAUSE I TOOK DRUGS OR SOMETHING.
Its for a totally different reason. 
I've finally graduated from Middle School, and everyone thinks i should be happy and full of joy, because i'm finally going on summer vacation. But, I'm not. Instead I feel like i have a huge hole inside me, never to be filled again. I feel kinda depressed(Which is bad, considering im only 13), leaving behind Middle School.
I'm guessing the reason i feel the way i do, is because of how different my Elementary and Middle School's were, in terms of how i felt going to them.
My experience with Elementary school was complete sh*t. I was labeled weird and a freak by most kids, which was understandable since i talked to myself out loud(My dad does it, so it affected me), and did weird things, but only because i was bored. It wasn't until 4th grade that i actually made friends. Then 5th grade came, and i was bullied the whole school year. Those years over there made me feel so relieved and so ecstatic to leave school, and made me feel like i never wanted to go back.
But Hillsdale was completely different. It was awesome, meeting all the great teachers, doing all those fun activities, and meeting all the amazing friends and peers that were there. It provided a friendly experience that my elementary almost completely lacked. That, and the fact that i matured a great deal more, and got rid of many of the bad qualities that i had in elementary. It was the best experience of my life to date, i can honestly say.
And now im leaving it all behind, and heading to high school. Im going to miss all of my amazing teachers, not to mention the incredible friends that are going to other high schools that i probably won't see again for a long time. All of this, makes me actually MISS SCHOOL for a change. I'm genuinely surprised, but i guess since Elementary was so crappy, it planted a message in my brain that every other school would be as bad. But i was so wrong, and im glad for that. I can only hope that High School will be close to being as good as middle school, if not better.
Edited by spiderfreak1011