I don't know anymore. Life has lost it's magic for me. Nothing is going right, at all. It seems everything I look forward to crashes and burns right in front of me. I was supposed to have an awesome summer this year, but of course, during the last month of school, my History teacher and my Spanish teacher develop a semi-hatred for me, and write a D on my report card. Now I'm taking summer school, and won't be able to do jack shit until next year. I'm worried now that I might not be able to go to the college I want because of those two grades, even though summer school is made for making up bad grades, those D's are still going to be on my record. So then I try to look at the happy things in life, like love. I gather enough courage to talk to the girl of my dreams, and before I do, I find out she's a complete whore (she did a lot of stuff I can't even mention on here). So that just shot my chariot right out the sky. So now ever since June, I've been bored with life, and have been spending way too much time on here. My post counts multiplied over 10 times the amount they were in May. I've spent nearly 72 hours on here in just a month in a half. I've mostly been posting in the Random forums, hoping for people to befriend me because of the fact that none of my friends are in town for the summer. I've spent hours of work on a flimsy KH website that I might as well close, because I don't even know what to do with it. Something so pointless is stressing me out. I just don't know what to do.
I don't know anymore. Life has lost it's magic for me. Nothing is going right, at all. It seems everything I look forward to crashes and burns right in front of me. I was supposed to have an awesome summer this year, but of course, during the last month of school, my History teacher and my Spanish teacher develop a semi-hatred for me, and write a D on my report card. Now I'm taking summer school, and won't be able to do jack shit until next year. I'm worried now that I might not be able to go to the college I want because of those two grades, even though summer school is made for making up bad grades, those D's are still going to be on my record. So then I try to look at the happy things in life, like love. I gather enough courage to talk to the girl of my dreams, and before I do, I find out she's a complete whore (she did a lot of stuff I can't even mention on here). So that just shot my chariot right out the sky. So now ever since June, I've been bored with life, and have been spending way too much time on here. My post counts multiplied over 10 times the amount they were in May. I've spent nearly 72 hours on here in just a month in a half. I've mostly been posting in the Random forums, hoping for people to befriend me because of the fact that none of my friends are in town for the summer. I've spent hours of work on a flimsy KH website that I might as well close, because I don't even know what to do with it. Something so pointless is stressing me out. I just don't know what to do.