I made a venting video where I finally was informing others of my mistakes. I cried, sobbed and idk what else I did but Idk if I should upload it. I've done a venting video like this but the other had no tears and wasn't over 35 minutes long. I kept repeating "I don't want people to think I'm ungrateful" for that same reason. I made a warning on my Facebook page and here's the comments I got

 

Original status: Remember that rant/vent video I made a few months back? I actually recorded myself venting on something I probably shouldn't post online. Idk, if I should upload it or not. If I do I will admit it might sound like I am attempting suicide or I'm asking for attention, I don't want to seem like any of that. That's why I'm not sure if I should upload it. Tell me your thoughts maybe?

 

First commenter: Well in my opinion, you have a right to be heard, if something is hurting you or you are being bothered by something and you want your voice to be heard by other people then I say do it, I may not know you personally but I know you have no reason to seek attention

 

My reply: Even if I sound emotional, cry and reveal a little more about myelf?

 

First commenter: If it feels like that's how it needs to be let out then it's OK. If you don't think your comfortable doing that and upload ing the vid then just make the video and hold on to it, kinda like writing letters without sending them. A way to get it out.

 

My reply: I still don't know. I have the video processing in my editing software so I might just do that but idk yet

 

First commenter: Well just remember you always have my support. And if you really do want to commit suicide, please don't, don't try, don't do it, I learned that lesson. You have people that care about you that will miss you.

 

My Reply: I would never kill myself, and I know you have my support but I don't want to lose all of the subscribers I earned who will think I'm insane or just asking for attention. There might not be ay turning back if I do upload it.

 

First Commenter: It's understandable, as long as you can vent about it, even if no one else sees, your still letting it out which is healthier then keeping it in

 

So should I? Idk?

*hugs* Feel free to drop me a message if you need someone to listen

 

And don't do anything rash!

Life is hard, but the fact you can survive and live through it already makes you a champion!

it's your decision

but remember you will always have people that support you and does who don't, are clearly not as brave as you and are afraid to do what they feel is right.

you have my support and remember someone might be going through the same thing and they can find clarity in your video and vice versa.

ultimately you decide what you think is the right decision.

if you wanna... Its ultimately your choice not ours.

If I were you I'd sleep on it and then the next day when you've calmed down a bit just watch the video through and see if I still feel like sharing it. With a clearer mind you might reconsider. You could always just not upload it and simply make videos as a way to vent personally. That way you're still at least letting it out in some way. I don't see why you would have to share such deep and personal feelings with strangers. 

Do whatever you want to though. That's just my two cents.

Well, I don't mean to sound rude or anything but is this really something you want to put on facebook? I mean do you want all your facebook friends to see it or just a few of them? Think about it and then take your decision. Just make sure you're happy with your choice