To be honest i don't really know where to start with this so im just going to start from the top, anyone 16 or under should probably stop reading here but it would probably be better if you heard it now anyway.
It all started when me and my crush made plans to go out together for a night out with a few of her friends. Anyway skipping the boring shit, it came up that she was supposed to be meeting up with this guy to pop her cherry, so she went off leaving me with her best friend , who is also a close personal friend of mine and the rest of oh group. Anyway she wound up getting really drunk cause she was worried about the girl i have a crush on and i had to look after her all night. This guy who i would have liked comes over and starts trying to get her to sleep with her and is trying to take advantage of her, so i try my best to diffuse the situation, but because she's wasted he obviously has the upper hand. We arrange to meet up with my crush because gervest friend needs help so gradually we make it back to her place by taxi.
We get there and my crush's best friend points out she has a spouse so he firetruck boy redirects his focus on my crush. Me and her best friend are left downstairs while the two of them go upstairs to have sex, her best friend was obviously uncomfortable about the whole thing and so was i so we went outside for a smoke and talked about it, we talked for hours the two of them stayed up there from 2 till 4 in the morning , we were both down about the whole thing because she's a close friend of ours and arent certain how losing her virginity the way she did will effect her. We talked for ages about the excessive value that is placed on sex and aesthetics and how they were only part of something much greater, hearing everything going on above me and talking to her that deeply changed me a deeply, and i feel a lot more okay with the whole thing having been there personally. If my crush hadn't lain with him to night I never would have gotten the amazing experience i did. Tonight opened my eyes to a broader world, got even weirder when my crush and the firetruck boy came downstairs but i just wound IP talking to them as if it because at this point id just sort of come to grips with it. Im still not totally convinced it happened .
To be honest i don't really know where to start with this so im just going to start from the top, anyone 16 or under should probably stop reading here but it would probably be better if you heard it now anyway.
It all started when me and my crush made plans to go out together for a night out with a few of her friends. Anyway skipping the boring shit, it came up that she was supposed to be meeting up with this guy to pop her cherry, so she went off leaving me with her best friend , who is also a close personal friend of mine and the rest of oh group. Anyway she wound up getting really drunk cause she was worried about the girl i have a crush on and i had to look after her all night. This guy who i would have liked comes over and starts trying to get her to sleep with her and is trying to take advantage of her, so i try my best to diffuse the situation, but because she's wasted he obviously has the upper hand. We arrange to meet up with my crush because gervest friend needs help so gradually we make it back to her place by taxi.
We get there and my crush's best friend points out she has a spouse so he firetruck boy redirects his focus on my crush. Me and her best friend are left downstairs while the two of them go upstairs to have sex, her best friend was obviously uncomfortable about the whole thing and so was i so we went outside for a smoke and talked about it, we talked for hours the two of them stayed up there from 2 till 4 in the morning , we were both down about the whole thing because she's a close friend of ours and arent certain how losing her virginity the way she did will effect her. We talked for ages about the excessive value that is placed on sex and aesthetics and how they were only part of something much greater, hearing everything going on above me and talking to her that deeply changed me a deeply, and i feel a lot more okay with the whole thing having been there personally. If my crush hadn't lain with him to night I never would have gotten the amazing experience i did. Tonight opened my eyes to a broader world, got even weirder when my crush and the firetruck boy came downstairs but i just wound IP talking to them as if it because at this point id just sort of come to grips with it. Im still not totally convinced it happened .
Edited by EternalReckoning