Zexion's_Lover_46

I can't otherwise I would. I won't have internet access. :'(

please don't cry. I cry enough as it is :'( I don't want to leave but I can't stay :'(

We all must thank Venroxas for the invention of dino shiz. The invention of the dino mobile is my creation. XDDD Now we remember the dino shiz: behold the beauty of the graphic images Too graphic? What isn't these days?

I don't hate Justin Beiber but I would just rather not listen to his music. I'm not into that type of music. I go for old class; dark and love song music. I'm not really into "cheery" music. Like I said, I don't hate him and I don't know him enough to like him. I'm just...neutral with him and his fame.

lol I just realized it had that on my profile too so I had to change it

I wrote two new poems and finished my fanfiction story that I was working on.

You're like me. You think everything's your fault and that you're a horrible person but you''re not you're just so upset with life. We can help eachother. I only wish I could be there for you in real life and give you a hug. I love you brother and just stay strong. If I can do it you can do it

I'm going to miss you too brother :'(

I wish I didn't have to leave. I'm actually being forced to. I'm not having problems with anyone on here at all. But my parents want to send me to a group home or my grandparents house, neither of which has internet access.

This is my last week on this website :'(

Thanks guys. I hope we all get better. And Ultima, there is nothing that you can do besides talk to me. I enjoy your company and friendship. Same goes for others :') You all have been great.

Awe, well I wish you luck in your life and I hope everything goes well in your future . Bye.

English and Science. Nothing else. I never liked school because I never felt safe leaving home and barely liked any subjects much beyond english and science besides that vet assisting class I had before I dropped out in the ninth grade.

I can't help but say I feel quite depressed

Thanks everyone and wow thanks for that crit MasterXemnas. No really it's your opinion lol. But thanks

I'm doing good bro

Lol, Idk if he was gay but he really did look happy. I actually didn't mind though. This economy is bad so I'm sure it helped him out unless he used it to buy booze or a pack of cigs. Then it's be a wtf senario

I have a big problem with it lol jk. I like it. It's different *bows down to Master R.Y.N.O

It's awesome because I can work and have fun at the same time. I don't consider taking care of my animals work. I see it as a privelege in making the happy

A poem requested and another poem I'm happy to write. This is dedicated to my bro Venterrqua. I miss you and I hope you're doing ok Forever-true facts I've been missing you for so long And, for a time, it felt like you weren't coming back And that you were gone But when I saw your message on my profile, "sis I'm back~" My heart perked up and I was just so happy I love you like a brother and that's a forever-true fact But I was upset, realizing that I'd be gone by he end of May I just wish I could stay and chat with you And, even though I'm coming back, it still makes me really depressed I must say But then I thought this is a chance to spend as much time as I can with you Just thinking that I'd get to talk to you regularly again makes me so happy And suddenly I didn't feel so blue So, here is another poem that I wrote to express how happy I am that you're back We'll always be great friends And this is also a forever-true fact

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAROCO! Hope you'll have a great day! And that's a great bday gift for him sis

Awh well I can be your family. You can be like my brother. And I love you as a family member . You won't be abandoned here. You will be adopted by us if that's ok

I've had so many people that have hurt me. They call me a freak, just come up and judge me, and don't even seem to care about what they've done. I'm sure a few others have gone through this too. But did you ever have the feeling like, years down the line, where you look back and ever ask yourself if they want forgiveness or if they're thinking and realizing what they've done to you was wrong or do you believe that they will never care? Do you believe that they will never learn? Forgiveness... It's something that most of us can only seek but it takes true heart to forgive someone whose done something so devastating in your life and, as they turn away, you can see not even a hint of sorrow in their eyes. Not to mention, I've been blamed for things that was their fault not mine! But this isn't about "his fault/her fault" and "he did this/she did that". You see when you forgive, you don't look back on what they've done. You no longer blame them for all those actions and burdens that have implanted in your heart. You look pass that and forgive them, even if they will never understand or care for your forgiveness. However, it's difficult to do this and, even though you try you just can't seem to forgive. But you're only proving that you're just as weak as the person hurting you was. They may not deserve forgiveness, yes. However, you can't dwell in the past and always look back because it'll only slow you down. You see, being able to forgive someone completely is not just a gift and a sacrifice you have to make but a privelege that you so yearn to pocess. I may not be able to forgive them right now but I know I'll have to someday in order to completely move on. And, the more I try to forget about it the more I remember all their faults that they've caused and all the mistakes and things I've said that I could've done differently. But who am I to judge? Who I am to accuse someone of their mistakes when I've committed a long list of faults myself? Some people claim to truly forgive the fool that's hurt them but how many of us have truly forgiven the ones that don't deserve forgiveness. How many of us have truly looked within our hearts and said truthfully, "I forgive you."

LOL I just gave the pizza guy a seven dollar tip and didn't realize it until after . No wonder why he looked so happy XDDD

I'd love to help sis!