Yeah, I am having problems. And I am stressed out like crazy and depressed...still...

 

School doesn't make things better. Especially my Italian teacher. I cannot describe how much stress that classes is giving me. And it's not the language, it's the teacher who is constantly speaking Italian, and not always giving a English translation. And when someone saids, "I can't understand you", she saids, "Well I don't have time to explain everything in English". How rude and unfair is this. And this makes this more unfair. She calls on people and STILL speaks Italian. How the f**k am I suppost to pass this class when this bitch won't stop blabbing about something I can't understand. Also, we learned the alphabet, and how to sound each letter...in one day...

 

But this makes me upset that she gaves us homework to make flashcards on the Italian alphabet (which has 21 letters, odd but whatever), and didn't explain what to do with them. Not only that, I don't have flashcards.

 

I will not survive Italian.

 

Let's see what else is stressing me out, I have a chick running around, saying that I got her pregnant (TOTAL BULLS**T, I don't even know her She lives in Florda, which I am nowhere near her, and she found me on AIM, so I have no idea who she is). Then I have to carry three books to class (Thank god I only get to carry one on A Days, but I have to carry two on B Day ). I have annoying parents. None of my friends are in my classes. I can't get a girlfriend (never even had one :dodgy:) And I am still drepessed since December.

 

Plus, I can't concentrate on KH: Past of the Heaven, and KH: The Xion Resurrection.

 

How can this getting any worse? -grabs sharp glass- Hmmm, maybe this will. Right now, I am on the verge to cutting myself. -goes in corner and holds sharp glass).

Whoa, easy Stitch! Don't go cutting urself! That solves nothing!

Now, take a deep breath. Inhale, exhale and repeat:]

There's is that better now?

 

wow, u Italian teacher sounds like...She shouldn't be a teacher. Cheese and crackers lady! Ur supposed to TEACH the kids! Is there anyway u can quit that class? She sounds like a total jerk and u'll probably learn nothing from her!

 

And who the crap does this chick think she it!? Who the crap is she telling about you "making" her prego? That's bull! If she freakin' lives in FL, then she has no freakin' proof! Sheesh! She must be on something!

 

Don't worry dude, you'll get a girlfriend! I mean really, is it any use at our age to have a gf/bf? It's not like we are going to marry the person at age 16! Well, that's the way i look at it, plus my parents won't let me date *sigh* oh well.

 

Just keep ranting about the stuff that makes you mad! Get it ALLLL out! Write here or in a journal, that's what i do when i get mad at life. Either that or play a video game. If ur life starts to suck, play as someone else in their life, lolz

Whoa, easy Stitch! Don't go cutting urself! That solves nothing!

Now, take a deep breath. Inhale, exhale and repeat:]

There's is that better now?

 

Not really...but it makes my headace less worse. I wish I can listen to music but I should be going to bed, lol. Otherwise, I would be listening to Lazy Afternoons, it always calms me down and relaxes me.

 

wow, u Italian teacher sounds like...She shouldn't be a teacher. Cheese and crackers lady! Ur supposed to TEACH the kids! Is there anyway u can quit that class? She sounds like a total jerk and u'll probably learn nothing from her!

 

I can't, well not right now. And besides, I am forced to take a language that I will probably never use. If I get out of Italian, then I would have to take either French, Spanish, or Latin. Damn school.

 

You should hear what my mom said, I told her about the teacher and she just said to pay more attention...-facepalms-

 

And who the crap does this chick think she it!? Who the crap is she telling about you "making" her prego? That's bull! If she freakin' lives in FL, then she has no freakin' proof! Sheesh! She must be on something!

 

Well she isn't that stressful, I blocked her but she is telling everyone she knows...which doesn't make sense because 1) They wouldn't know I am and 2) She is not even pregnant (Doesn't matter if she was in the first stage of being pregnant, she is still a lier). Honestly, there are too many dumb girls (Now this I might get flammed for) out there who try to make me look bad, regardless if they knew me or not. But they fail in the end.

 

Don't worry dude, you'll get a girlfriend! I mean really, is it any use at our age to have a gf/bf? It's not like we are going to marry the person at age 16! Well, that's the way i look at it, plus my parents won't let me date *sigh* oh well.

 

But everyone makes fun of me. And after a couple years worth of it, it's being tiring. Plus, I shouldn't be the one to make the move. Everyone always expect a guy to get a girl. And not only am I nervous (Not really but still...), I have not met one girl who had an interset or even a freakin crush on me.

 

Just keep ranting about the stuff that makes you mad! Get it ALLLL out! Write here or in a journal, that's what i do when i get mad at life. Either that or play a video game. If ur life starts to suck, play as someone else in their life, lolz

 

I always do play a videogame, but apparently, I still get picked on. Probably because everyone thinks I play it everyday, just because I tell him I was playing for 3 nights

 

And it's not because I am mad, I am SUPER stressed because of all the crap that I have to put up with...wait, does that mean I am mad? Oh well because right now, I want to go to my teacher, and say, "Yeah, yeah, go shove pasta up your @$$, it would make the class better."

Hmmm... I think the...

"Yeah, yeah, go shove pasta up your @$$, it would make the class better."

...means that you are SO stressed with school, that you're super mad. I think you should quite for Spanish. I've heard it's much easier. Just whatever you do, DO NOT TAKE LATIN! That's super hard!!

 

Don't let people make fun of you just b/c u don't have a gf! Just wait, even though some of them have a gf now or had one in the past, they have or will have to deal with break ups, and that sucks more than not having a gf. If they are like "Ur stupid b/c you don't have a gf" you can be like, "Well, it least i wont be down in the dumps when i get dumped." And don't worry, I'm sure there's a girl in ur school who has a crush on you. And me being a girl, would know that us girls, we like to be secretive and not tell ANYBODY who our crushes are b/c we are afraid of what people would think of us. U probably have a secret admirer, u just don't know it

I can't really relate to your italian problem sorry although I'm in a similar boat with French.

 

As for this bird on AIM she sounds like a troll it's best to ignore her and above all DON'T FEED THE TROLL, depending on your reactions it'll decide how a troll will pester you, a common trait the share seems to be impatience although their pretty persistent at first although there are some that are downright relentless.

 

About your girl trouble I can totally relate I'm 18 and I still haven't had a girlfriend it bothers me but theres nothing I can do. Kushi's right in the respects that you'll probably find someone later or if you're lucky a girl might have a crush on you, trust me don't go asking girls do they like you, or I'm not sure if they do it in America but if a girl or group or girls asks you do you like a girl just be ambiguous or say no it'll save you more pain

I'm sorry if your horrible feeling's like a heavy emptiness I'm guessing you use games and other stuff to feel happy keep at it.

o.O

Hmmm....I'll just be straight to the point:

Firstly,

*slaps you so hard upside the head*

Don't even THINK about cutting yourself!

I've lost so many friends to suicide it's almost unbearable! Think about the good things in life and all the stuff you'll lose just to, what, avoid HIGH SCHOOL?!

Seriously, I'm disappointed in you now.

 

Italian.

If you're having problems with the teacher then switch out of the class.

If they don't switch you out immediatly, drag your parents into it and bother them everyday until they do.

(You should go to your guidence conselor for schedule changes, I believe. )

 

Girls.

Seriously?

I'm almost done with boys for all the shit they put me through.

You should focus more about school than relationships. Being in a relationship is not going to get you into college, now, is it?

 

That girl claiming you got her preggers.

Dude, it's the internet. Block her ass and move on with your life.

 

Parents.

We all hate our parents.

We all think they're annoying.

And if you don't at the moment, you will at some point.

What makes your parents so different?

Now, if they abused you as a child like mine did, THAT'S a valid reason to dislike them.

Them being annoying?

Yeah, not so much.

 

I have to carry three books to class as well (and then home, with is 2 miles uphill away from the school). And I don't have a backpack, so I literally CARRY them.

Algebra 2, NSL, and Biology.

Three fat books that weight about 5 pounds each (except the bio book weighs more! Dx )

Luckily, my locker is conviently located near my algebra class, and my NSL and Bio classes are after Algebra, so I make use of that.

In short: USE DEM LOCKERS!

 

None of my friends are in my classes either.

Just my friends' friends.

Make new friends [but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold. <3 -shot for stupid girl schout song reference- ].

 

 

Hell, I dunno what you're complaining about.

That just sounds like an ordinary high school dilemma to me.

Every has that horrible teacher (urgh....I hated Mrs. Barsky. >.> )

Everyone has books to carry

Everyone has social related problems with something at some point

Everyone goes through the same thing.

 

As for how can it get any worse?

Think about everything you'll lose from cutting.

Trust me, if anything you just get sent to the looney bin.

And that is NOT the shizz.

Sometimes I carry four books to class. Life is tough.

off topic:

 

Kairi .. next time I feel depressed .. I'M SO GONNA TALK TO YOU!

when ever i fell depressed i listen to alot of music and stop eating for about a few days

sems to work for me

all though after im over the depressen i eat my fammly out of a house

you can't hide from your problems forever, friend. they'll comeback someday.

 

trust me .. I know ..

the only comeback when somebody i know dies

or when i listen to a song thats vary sad song about life

or when i think about my exgirl friend

off topic:

 

Kairi .. next time I feel depressed .. I'M SO GONNA TALK TO YOU!

 

lol, really?

Most people say after talking to me I make them MORE depressed!

nuu. you would never make me depressed

Take this however you want, I don't care how you do.

 

Things will get better, it may take time, but they will get better.

 

The Italian teacher thing is no surprise, my German teacher talked English for the first day and that was it.

 

Carrying books is a pain in the arse. Be grateful you don't have to carry the mass of yours everyday. This year I have to carry my Algebra, AP Algebra (that one weighs a ton D8), Science, and Journalism books every day. You just have to find the right balance of when you go to your locker or whatever.

 

Don't give way to this FL girl thing, its just a cry for attention. If people ask you, say it isn't true and walk away. Who are they to get in someone else's business?

 

As for the girlfriend thing, I can't help you. That comes within time. You just have to ride it out. Just saying, I didn't get a girlfriend until i was a senior in high school.

 

DON'T CUT! If you start, all its gonna do is cause more problems, with the whole psychiatrist thing and its not fun AT ALL. I have a pretty noticeable scar on my left hand that says "DEATH" and I got picked on because of it.

 

Don't be afraid to talk to a counselor or nurse about your problems. Yeah, they might think you're crazy, but it will feel better to get the burden out of your system.