I think i should give up on life i mean not killing myself but just stop doing stuff and just sit in my room. I been feeling like crap, and a whole bunch of stuff is going on right now. On Saturday my parents were in a car accident. Im not giving the whole details right now, but im just going through alot. I feel like just running away and just sit on some street for the rest of my life. I dont even have the will to get up in the morning. Im starting to stop doing homework. And i wish my teacthers would see how i feel. On the outside all day in school im always laughing smiling and fooling around but on the inside i just feel sad and depressed. To most of my classmates (not really this year but before) im just a annoying kid with issues. I just dont know what to do anymore.

Aqua-chan...right at this moment,the least thing to do is to give up. You need to be strong. Strong for yourself and for the ones around you. For your parents too. (Sorry if you get mad for me mentioning them.) They wouldn't want to see you like this for sure. You need to be strong as this small trial goes. And hey,if you need someone to listen to. We're here. And I'm online most of the time along with many others. Giving up is not an answer to the problems right now,it can only make it worse. I hope everything goes better though.

Aqua-chan...right at this moment,the least thing to do is to give up. You need to be strong. Strong for yourself and for the ones around you. For your parents too. (Sorry if you get mad for me mentioning them.) They wouldn't want to see you like this for sure. You need to be strong as this small trial goes. And hey,if you need someone to listen to. We're here. And I'm online most of the time along with many others. Giving up is not an answer to the problems right now,it can only make it worse. I hope everything goes better though.

 

im not mad. and my parents dont see me like this because like i said before on the outside im happy and full of joy. But on the inside im just sad.

Don't give up, stay strong, crap and a lot of bad things may happen but you have to try and stay strong, if you stop doing your homework well you may get in detention and junk and lower your grade in school making the situation even worse, I understand that what happened recently is sad and devastating to you but you have to stay strong show your parents what you as a person can do.

trust me, ive been in the same mindset several times. ive had a lot of bad things happen in my life & i wanted to do the same. just sit in my room, become a crazy cabin cat lady in the woods... i started slipping at school, distancing myself away from my friends & family, didn't go out, couldn't eat & got so so thin, cried every day, got panic attacks.. u name it.

 

its the worst thing u can do. believe me. u need to be strong. wake up in the morning & tell urself "i can do this" or "today is gonna be a good day".. something positive. the more positive u think, the more positive will come to u. sounds silly, but its so true.

 

it'll be hard, but that's life. its those hard times that test u & make u who u are when ur older. it helps u become stronger & wiser.

 

i hope u feel better *hugsss*

I totally know what kind of feeling you're having.

 

I won't force you to say anything but try to open up yourself more. You're keeping things to yourself and won't say anything to anyone and also you don't want to cause other people trouble to help you and you will also feel burden if you tell your friends about your problems. Try to have a little bit of self-confidence and talk to your friends about your problems. You don't have to do it now, Just take your time and think things through slowly. =)

 

I'm sorry to hear about your parents but try to be strong when you're infront of them.

I'm like this too, but except I'm also sad on the outside.

I've been there. Yeah, it probably would be easier to give up, but look at it this way: if you do nothing, there's no way you'll problems will get solved, if you face them head-on, there's a chance things'll get better for you. Even if it's something you can't control, it's still better to keep fighting over giving up.

 

Maybe you should talk to someone about why you're so down, or write it in a journal. The best way to feel better is to tell someone/ something how you're hurting./extremely corny post is corny

i think everyone has gone through this, if i am right, you are like, 13 so yeah, you are going through puberty and that means that your hormones are all out of whack and shiz. so yeah, it will pass but you can help the situation by doing postive things. such as helping a old person in need and stuff liek that. it helped me.

i agree with aqua. this world really sucks. sometimes we feel like there is no hope. i fear it is at those moments when we are right. all we can do is make what we can of it. i'm just glad there is someone who feels the same way i do...

You're not an annoying kid with issues but a good hearted person who needs help with issues they've been having. I've been through the same thing time and time again. I act like everything is fine on the outside on the inside I'm just crying and screaming for this world to just stop with all it's catastrophe and suffering. It sounds like you're going through alot of depression and you're not able to handle it well.

If you're a writer you could always write down your feelings

Or you could talk to someone you can really trust or someone who you think can help you out

The good thing about this is, that you're not alone. Majority of us, have been through what you've been through now. I'm still going through it and have been for many years. But you won't always feel like this, even though you think you feel.

If feels like your life is over but it's just the beginning. Just giving up is not the easiest answer but it's not the right answer. There's so many things you havent' done in life I bet. Things will get better but right now it sucks and you can't see any speck of light at the end of the tunnel.

You feel like your swallowed up in a black vortex and you feel like you're about to lose control but you don't. Instead, you just cry because that's all you can do. You don't know what else to do. You feel cornered and don't have anywhere to go.

You can IM or PM me if you want to talk to me about anything. I'll try and help you out the best way I can

No matter what happens,don't give up.

well thanks guys. Ive started to talk to some of the people on this form and i felt better. I still feel like theres 1000 pounds on my shoulders especially when it comes to school work. But thanks everyone it really meant alot. So today is the first of the last quarter so just 1 more quarter untill highschool and something ill actually enjoy