Posted November 20, 201212 yr >Be me. >Has OCD. >Lives with hyper-religious grandmother. >Grandmother knows I Have OCD. >Uses it to her Advantage to Constantly piss me off. >I am The Black Sheep of my family because of the way I am different,Think differently, and I grandmother NEVER liked it. >Family Operates by Matriarch Authority. >I Have declared to them that I will NEVER change into someone who my family wants me to be when I was just 5. >Through out my childhood to now Never Had a Birthday Party, eaten cake or even been sung "Happy Birthday" to. >I would always be ignored/treated like a firetrucking alien and get Back stabbed constantly by my family especially at a young age. >For the Reason I am the Black sheep they Constantly for most of my life they send me to therapy to try and "Fix" me. >Every time I get Pissed off when My grandmother clearly sets off my OCD on purpose, even when I have a valid excuse I ALWAYS get firetruckING blamed. >She then plays the firetrucking Victim card and then tries to send me away to jail. >She tried to send me to jail for most of my life. >My grandma is the most hypocritical person I EVER knew in my entire life. >She constantly preaches about the firetrucking bible. >She never practices what she firetrucking preaches. >She talks shit behind EVERYONES back, including her "Favorite" Family members. >I'm firetrucking sick and tired of this woman. >She even Steals money from my mother. >Mother doesn't even have a firetruckING job and has to Apply for firetrucking welfare and foodstamps. >She still shamelessly Steals. >I honestly can't firetrucking WAIT until she firetrucking dies. >I will dance and piss all over her firetrucking grave. >Relax, I'm not going to hurt her in any way/shape/form. >Broke Two Mirrors. >My Knuckles are Bleeding. >Trying to get out shards of glass stuck between my knuckles. >Typing with one hand. >I am at my wits end, I don't know what to do anymore. >Help.
November 20, 201212 yr Want a hug? .-. Edit- Waittttt, if it's proven that she steals money and stuff, why not report her to the police or something? Another Edit- You're almost 18, and that day is your ticket out of hell o.o Edited November 20, 201212 yr by Libirica
November 20, 201212 yr Pretty much what Libirica said. Your grandmother shouldn't get away with stealing. Especially not from your own mother.
November 20, 201212 yr Author Want a hug? .-. Edit- Waittttt, if it's proven that she steals money and stuff, why not report her to the police or something? Another Edit- You're almost 18, and that day is your ticket out of hell o.o I told My mother Several times to report her but she doesn't do it. My Mother Is a very Submissive Person, has the backbone of a marshmallow. I Know, I don't know much longer I can last honestly, My grandmother knows that and she will do whatever it takes to get me into jail. As for hugs I would appreciate it. Me and her argued again, and honestly am starting to feel like I want to hurt her. She is such a horrible person.
November 20, 201212 yr I told My mother Several times to report her but she doesn't do it. My Mother Is a very Submissive Person, has the backbone of a marshmallow. I Know, I don't know much longer I can last honestly, My grandmother knows that and she will do whatever it takes to get me into jail. As for hugs I would appreciate it. Me and her argued again, and honestly am starting to feel like I want to hurt her. She is such a horrible person. She sounds very horrible ._. But I'm here for you if you need anything -hugs-
November 20, 201212 yr You should adopt my attitude of not giving a damn about the consequences and brutally murder her in her sleep, or more subtlety there are a number of house hold products that can be used as untraceable poisons, e.g. anti-freeze, furthermore there's always the option of battering her to death with a frozen piece of meat, then cooking and serving it at a bqq. God I'm morbid. On a lighter and slightly more helpful note, you should consider taking up boxing, judo, kick boxing or some other type of contact sport. If you are turning 18 soon, it doesn't necessarily mean you can just up and move out (that cost money like), or you might not want to leave your mother. Releasing your anger in a healthy and safe manner (where you don't end up with bloody knuckles) s recommended. If you haven't already I would speak to your mother about this. Since, in your grandmother's eyes you'll still be seen as a child, but your mother is a grown woman who shouldn't be afraid of standing up to her own mother when crap hits the fan.
November 20, 201212 yr Author You should adopt my attitude of not giving a damn about the consequences and brutally murder her in her sleep, or more subtlety there are a number of house hold products that can be used as untraceable poisons, e.g. anti-freeze, furthermore there's always the option of battering her to death with a frozen piece of meat, then cooking and serving it at a bqq. God I'm morbid. On a lighter and slightly more helpful note, you should consider taking up boxing, judo, kick boxing or some other type of contact sport. If you are turning 18 soon, it doesn't necessarily mean you can just up and move out (that cost money like), or you might not want to leave your mother. Releasing your anger in a healthy and safe manner (where you don't end up with bloody knuckles) s recommended. If you haven't already I would speak to your mother about this. Since, in your grandmother's eyes you'll still be seen as a child, but your mother is a grown woman who shouldn't be afraid of standing up to her own mother when crap hits the fan. it's not about being seen as a child, its about being seen as a cancer, a mistake that is blasphemous, evil and should be destroyed and I did already say she is extremely passive, a woman yes but not a fighter, she never fought for anything in her life. I do parkour as my release, and I mediate. Edited November 20, 201212 yr by Sigrun
November 20, 201212 yr Damn never having a birthday would be harsh, I imagine. The best therapy, in my opinion, is playing KH.
November 20, 201212 yr >OP is a girl >OP claims to be 17 >OP watches Hetalia >This should explain everything >OP is a gentleman
November 20, 201212 yr Author Damn never having a birthday would be harsh, I imagine. The best therapy, in my opinion, is playing KH. It is, kh is a godsend, I would be off worse without it. >OP is a girl >OP is 17 >OP watches Hetalia >This should explain everything >OP is a Madame Fixed.
November 21, 201212 yr Author apologies. f a g g o t translates into gentleman. and Madame Translates into a Sophisticated lady that is better than a f a g g o t~ and what would be wrong with being gay? 0.o Edited November 21, 201212 yr by Sigrun
>Be me.
>Has OCD.
>Lives with hyper-religious grandmother.
>Grandmother knows I Have OCD.
>Uses it to her Advantage to Constantly piss me off.
>I am The Black Sheep of my family because of the way I am different,Think differently, and I grandmother NEVER liked it.
>Family Operates by Matriarch Authority.
>I Have declared to them that I will NEVER change into someone who my family wants me to be when I was just 5.
>Through out my childhood to now Never Had a Birthday Party, eaten cake or even been sung "Happy Birthday" to.
>I would always be ignored/treated like a firetrucking alien and get Back stabbed constantly by my family especially at a young age.
>For the Reason I am the Black sheep they Constantly for most of my life they send me to therapy to try and "Fix" me.
>Every time I get Pissed off when My grandmother clearly sets off my OCD on purpose, even when I have a valid excuse I ALWAYS get firetruckING blamed.
>She then plays the firetrucking Victim card and then tries to send me away to jail.
>She tried to send me to jail for most of my life.
>My grandma is the most hypocritical person I EVER knew in my entire life.
>She constantly preaches about the firetrucking bible.
>She never practices what she firetrucking preaches.
>She talks shit behind EVERYONES back, including her "Favorite" Family members.
>I'm firetrucking sick and tired of this woman.
>She even Steals money from my mother.
>Mother doesn't even have a firetruckING job and has to Apply for firetrucking welfare and foodstamps.
>She still shamelessly Steals.
>I honestly can't firetrucking WAIT until she firetrucking dies.
>I will dance and piss all over her firetrucking grave.
>Relax, I'm not going to hurt her in any way/shape/form.
>Broke Two Mirrors.
>My Knuckles are Bleeding.
>Trying to get out shards of glass stuck between my knuckles.
>Typing with one hand.
>I am at my wits end, I don't know what to do anymore.
>Help.