Posted July 2, 201015 yr I love how he thinks he knows me when he doesn't. How he tries to get in my head and acts like he knows what I'm think when he doesn't. When he says he's my father but doesn't act like one. You know... it pisses me off. This man, who's my flesh and blood, and cares about me as much s a pile of crap. I'm nothing to him apparently. Yet he gets all upset when I'm 'mouth-off to him'. Apparently anything I say to him is rude. Especially when what I say is true and he knows it. He thinks he knows who I am, but he doesn't know anything. He knows nothing about me and doesn't care about me. I wish he would just leave.
July 2, 201015 yr wow did he do something wrong and abusive to you just now or something and didn't apologize?
July 2, 201015 yr My deepest sympathies... I can relate better then anyone what your going through. My father has a mental problem known as manic. He doesnt act like a strait-jacket retard... it just cause the chemicals in his brain to do some pretty confusing things. He's agressive... cruel... he doesnt understand emotion... Hes a bastard... But, in the end I realize... that even in the darkest times or the grimmest moments... there is a light. You just have to spot it... Keep looking for it Paolette, you'll find it eventually... I did.
July 2, 201015 yr Author Why does everyone think he's abusive? o.o; He's not... not physically. But verbally, I guess he is.
July 2, 201015 yr meh i can't say i know how you feel because i'm not you or in your position. but i can say my dad's been a bitch plenty of times. i can't exactly say "he doesn't get me" because i've caused about half of the problems we yell about. but then again, he gets mad about everything lol. anyway, hinako i hope everything gets better, love. things may be happening right now but it has to get better sooner or later. i'm here for yah. ?
July 3, 201015 yr My deepest sympathies... I can relate better then anyone what your going through. My father has a mental problem known as manic. He doesnt act like a strait-jacket retard... it just cause the chemicals in his brain to do some pretty confusing things. He's agressive... cruel... he doesnt understand emotion... Hes a bastard... you can't say that about your father. He has a FREAKIN' MENTAL disorder. >-<; People with mental disorders like your father, cannot control. As you said "chemicals in his brain to do some pretty confusing things." He doesn't MEAN too. He just does. Trust me, I know a couple people with mental disorders. The things they do, (especially when they effect mostly on your brain chemicals) sometimes, people cannot control it. So if anything, you should no be calling your father a "bastard" maybe you should... try to understand more? "But, in the end I realize... that even in the darkest times or the grimmest moments... there is a light. You just have to spot it... Keep looking for it Paolette, you'll find it eventually... I did. " I'm happy you found it. But I hope you didn't find it by not sympathizing about your father's condition -_____-; And again Juns. I hope you feel better How was the birthday dinner for your mother?
I love how he thinks he knows me when he doesn't.
How he tries to get in my head and acts like he knows what I'm think when he doesn't.
When he says he's my father but doesn't act like one.
You know... it pisses me off.
This man, who's my flesh and blood, and cares about me as much s a pile of crap.
I'm nothing to him apparently.
Yet he gets all upset when I'm 'mouth-off to him'. Apparently anything I say to him is rude. Especially when what I say is true and he knows it.
He thinks he knows who I am, but he doesn't know anything.
He knows nothing about me and doesn't care about me.
I wish he would just leave.