Well, honestly I'm under a ton of stress right now and I think the best thing for me to do is take some time away from the computer a bit. My grandmother has leukemia and I just had to take my pet cat to the vet today and it is dying, so if any of you have talked to me recently then that is why I haven't been acting as my usual self and I really apologize if I have been acting distant or a bit rude. College is also around the corner and I have to finish buying my books for that too and they are expensive. I've been trying to keep a positive face around my family but I'm getting pretty exhausted trying to be the happy one all the time and it's really taking a toll on me right now. I'll be going on vacation with my friends on Sunday and will be back Tuesday. I'll try to get on and check in on some things but until college starts which is the 16th of this month, I'll be relaxing and spending some time with my family and friends.

Glad that you're smart enough to take this course of action... you need time off? I won't say anything against you owo

Hope things work out better in the end!

Do whatever you need to do Cricket =D

 

I understand from my siblings how stressful the first year of college may be, we all still love you and will welcome you whenever you get back into the swing of things and get on more. 8D

 

I don't really think you've been different or anything aside from being less talkative, but it's okay because we all get like that sometimes. x3

 

Go have fun on your vacation. ;3

I'm sorry for your downs. Whatever happens, if you just believe, things will get better. I can assure you of that.

But sometimes people just need time off from certain things, I understand. I hope that everything gets better for you, and that you have fun on your vacation. I'll be missing yah , but I just hope that things get better for you, again. See ya!

Thanks guys, it really means a lot and yeah I'll come back around soon. Glad you're all understanding. <3

Indeed, it gets tiresome trying to fake such childish emotions. Sadness and happiness go intertwine after all.

Yeah, I know how you feel cricket. We all get that in a certain point of our lives. So have a nice vacation and good luck to you in college

Well, I'll miss you tons Cricket, but you have to do what's best <3 Take a break and relax for a bit. Don't stress yourself <3

don't be so hard on yourself my cricket <3 everyone needs a a break every now and then and now seems like a nice chance to do so : D

 

hope you have an amazing time with your friends <33333

 

I SHALL CONTINUE LOOKING OUT MY WINDOW TO SEE MY CRICKET IS STILL CHIRPING, DERP DERP.

I feel sorry about your grandmother anyways, have a good time off here and good luck in collegue :D

Take it easy man, I'll be waiting for ya to return and sorry to hear about your grandmother... have some fun on vacation and good luck with everything.

Have fun and relax, we'll still be here. Good luck with college to I kept hearing from my career guidance teacher its a fantastic experience, I cant wait to go myself. I hope your grandmother will do ok and sorry bour your cat. Be strong you dont have to pretend to be happy but smiling can make others feel better, do as you feel and go with the flow.

I hope ya have a good time on your vacation with your friends and hope it's less stressfull when ya come back ok see ya when ya come back

Turns out the trip was canceled due to it being a high percentage of rain that whole week and I had a bad feeling about the trip anyway... So here I am, but I'll be more active at night like before I go to bed, but not much during the day since I will be busy....

My cat passed away this morning and I just really need comfort right now from here and anyone really, but those things happen and I'm happy we tried everything we could to save him and hope we gave him enough love. Thanks for the comfort and wishes guys, it makes me happy. <33

Im sorry your cat passed away, but at least hes not in pain anymore (sorry if that doesn't sound comforting). You know recently my sister's cat gave brith to a litter of black & white kittens. I hope you dont feel to bad, me and everyone else are here to help you smile, I know that sounds kinda corny.

You lost your... cat? D':

I'm so sorry. Would give you a big hug if I was able to do it non-virtually.

 

But hey, break is good. Relax before school and all that.

Take care of yourself bb, okay? ?