OK,I have alot of stress about what is going on so I'm just going to let it out here.A few years ago,an uncle died of cancer and I only got to meet him once,even though I can't remember him at all.Now my aunt has cancer,she's getting better but is very weak.And now just this week we got a call that my small cusin,that's only a few years younger than me,has a very agressive cancer,and the doctors say to expect the worst.It was just a few moths ago that I went to visit him and he was just fine!He was running around and glomping me to the ground and running over me with his dog like he would usually do!Now he's in the worst state ever.It has been two in a row and I'm getting really afraid and I'm worried about going into a dreppresion.I just needed to let out somewhere.Now I'm affraid of what could happen next.

Oh... I'm sorry Luna! I had a dog who died just a few months ago, pretty much the exact same thing happened to her, except she's a dog, lol. Anyway I hope your cousin gets better and you feel better.

Oh my god Luna, I feel really sorry for you. A year ago, my fish died and I had it for 5 years so I know exactly how you and Axel feel. Anyways, I hope you get better soon!

Hmm, well you get used to depression after about a week or so Luna. If you have religion, then pray.

I shouldn't say this in a forum like this, but don't look behind. Look to what's infront of you, if somebody leaves us it doesn't mean we have to suffer for that beloved person for eternity. They had their time, we'll have ours, just don't let depression take over you and destroy your life. I know it's easier said than done, but it's better believing than dying and continuing to live.

I'm sorry for you.*Sorage, you sound like my mother, don't ask why. *

Thanks guys.I really appreciate your words of wisdom.Sorage,I'll pray every night.Glizelita,I'll try to look and keep walking foward,I just hope that the depression dosn't take over,especially now when school's just a day away.But thanks.

School sucks, it only make things worse (at least for me) anyway, unfortunatly there isn't much we can do from this distance.

Like Gizelita said look towards the furture. It woint help your cousin if you ruin your life with depression. Stay strong and be an example for him. Ill pray for your cousin. becauseiamsaintpeter.

Like Gizelita said we have to keep moving forward in these times and be strong for them as we keep taking steps forward into our future. Just try to be there for those in your family who are in pain or need comfort, they will really appreciate it and you'll feel more at ease to know that you are there for them if you can do so. Just enjoy life with them and let them know you are still happy to spend time with them even in the most trivial moments in life. Just keep your head held high through the dark times and don't lose yourself in all the sadness, because I'm sure that your family would want you to be happy. I'm in the same position as you are right now and I know how you feel, but I hope we can get through this together.

Luna i'am always here for ya and like gizzy said keep moving forward