I've decided to share my memory to you all. Maybe one of you could provide happiness to me

 

6 years ago, I thought that I was the big brother for 2 little brother of mine. But things went odd when I was introduced to my Big Sister, which I haven't met for 12 years of my life (back then, I was 12 years old). I thought that I was their first son, but instead I have a big sister . Why they never told me I have a big sister? I don't know why. My whole family left me with my big sister, because of my dad work we should split up. My brothers follow my family and I left with my big sister.

 

She is 6 years older than me, and lived alone. For few months, I still felt very distant with my Sister, even though she cared me like i'm a baby or something. Even when I was stuck in the middle of rain when i'm going home from school, she came for me and gave me her umbrella, even though our home and my school was 30 km apart. She always be there to help me and protect me. She acted like a big sister and guardian angel. I LOVE HER. We spent a lot of happiness together, as a brother and sister..

 

But things go wrong after 13 months. I had a heart attack and some anomally happened at my heart. I don't know what because they never told me. And I had to have an operation to cure my heart. But, the operation went wrong. I loss so much blood. So much, that the doctor told that I would die in 4 days if I didn't have enough blood transfered to my body.. And my blood type is a rare type they said, not everybody have my kind of blood type. That's when some volunteer decided to transfer their blood to me, but it still wasn't enough... until my sister stepped in and transfered her blood until it met the requierement. The next 7 days, I opened my eyes and realized that I still alive! I could see my dad and mom teary face and they were happy! But one thing is missing. My sister... she died... Because of Anemia...

 

She died protecting me in this very day. 20 November, 6 years ago. I found her dying wish in her abandoned house. My family haven't told me about her dying, they told me that my sister went overseas, until I found her dying wish, which is 5 years ago.. 1 year after her final momebt to live... sorry for my bad English. English is my second language. And i'm sorry if the story is somewhat strange, they never told me what kind of sickness I had. They only told me that I had an anomally in my heart, and my sister died because of Anemia...

Edited November 21, 20159 yr by Ryo Lutfi Adi

I... I don't know what to say... What are your feelings about your sister? She must've felt like a hero to you.

What a stroy, but it's sad to know that it's real, I can't imagine what you must be feeling about it. I don't know how to make you feel better, it must be so painful to lose someone like your sister...

 

Maybe I can't help, but here there's all sort of people from many different places, someone will be able to make you feel better for sure!

...   WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

 

I don't know what to say except I'm VERY,VERY sorry for your loss. I know it's too late, but I still want to say sorry and help you in any way I can! My condolences to you and your family and I hope your sister lives happily ever after up in the sky with other noble and selfless people... 

I think the best thing you can do is live the way your sister would have wanted you to live. Live the life she gave up for you to have. Look, I can't say that I know what it is to have someone die to keep you alive, but last year, my seven year old cousin died in a drowning accident, and that pain is still injuring me today. I wasn't the best to my cousin, since I was kind of jealous of him because I was the youngest in my family tree until he showed up which caused me to grow jealous that my family would treat him better then me, but I always tried to be nice to the kid whenever he was around me so he wouldnt think I was a bad person. But when he died, I just felt like it was my fault since I wanted him gone, but I must learn that it wasn't and try to live a better life for he will never get to. That is the part where I can relate to you from, and so if you ever need to talk, I am open on the PM system here. I am truly sorry for your lost, and I hope you can try and live life to the fullest!

Wow...your sister literally gave her life for you!  Now if that isn't love, I don't know what is!  Just...wow.  Well, I can tell you one thing!

 

As long as you hold your sister in your heart, she'll always be with you!  Just because she isn't in this world anymore doesn't mean that she's gone from your heart, right? You just have to keep pushing forward, and live your life as fully as you are able, and thank God and your sister for giving you a second chance!  Let others know that if they have lost family members, that they should look for them, cherish them and spend every last minute with them!  Teach them that no matter how much time passes, the bonds of family will never fade!

 

I can't even imagine the pain you must have felt when you lost your sister...but all I can say is, hang in there, and God bless you.

thanks guys.. It's great to know that I have someone who care to me... thanks

That is quite the incredible tale, one that I thank you for sharing with us.  It sounds that your sister truly loved you and would give up anything for you, even if it were her own life.  That is so sweet and precious; it is rare to find someone so selfless as to give up so much for their younger sibling.  While it is definitely saddening and I wish to offer my condolences for your loss, I'm sure that there is so much that you can do with this new chance at life that your sister gave you.

Thank you, that was nice. Sorry if my respond is too few. I lost my talkative ability because of that event. But I assure you that I really appreciate your concern