Everything posted by Ivan
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Social Anxiety (How it Really is)
There is nothing "badass" about social anxiety, even in the comfort of your own home. There is nothing "quirky" or "awesome" about it. Social anxiety is a fear. It's the fear of when you're walking down a hallway and you think all eyes are on you, and each person's thought is something degrading about you. It's the fear of being called on in class even when you know the correct answer because you're scared that if you're wrong everybody will mock you. It's the fear of wanting to say something in a conversation with your friends but you feel it's not good input. It's the crippling fear of going to post an opinion or posting words of comfort to a friend but you feel it's not good enough --that you're not good enough-- so you delete it. It's when all you want to do is go curl up under a blanket at home but sometimes you're not even safe from judging eyes there. It's when you're entering high school and you need to figure out what you want to do but you don't know where to begin so you do whatever you can to please the people around you. It's when you're about to graduate college and you don't even know what the next step is or where to begin so you don't even try. It's when you don't try because you're afraid of failing, and ultimately you're afraid of letting everybody around you down. It's when you have a lot of friends that support you and would do anything for you but you can't even see that and you just feel like a burden to them. It's when you feel like a burden to everybody so you don't even try to interact with people because you're afraid of rejection. It's not when you're a tweeny girl who's going through her "LOL I'M SO RANDOM... WAFFLES!1!11! XDDDD" phase. It's not when you're more expressive online than you are in real life. It's not when you're a bit socially awkward. Social anxiety is suffocating. It hurts. Not just you, but your friends and family as well. There's nothing awesome about it.
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firetruck firetruck why did i put red pepper flakes in that firetruck
why would you do that
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I'd enjoy Game of Thrones a lot more if the misogyny in it wasn't so rampant to the point I feel ...
It's a medieval fantasy setting --it kind of calls for it.
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deadman will be the death of me
also known as Dudeshot and Brotoman
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deadman will be the death of me
Deadman and Protoman aka the cutest ship to ever sail the seven seas
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Deadman needs to stop being so cute or else I'll have to go do something about it
sometimes i think you guys try to be cute on purpose to torture me
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Deadman needs to stop being so cute or else I'll have to go do something about it
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deadman will be the death of me
deadman needs to STOP
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Thor: Dark Hour trailer
AAAAH YES CHRISTOPHER ECCLESTON i'm so excited to see him in this movie, i'm hoping it'll give him the recognition he deserves uwu
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gimme some romantic songs im making a playlist for my gf
every night by imagine dragons
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ivan and i are in synch, a sign of true friendship
friends that belch, fart, and bleed together
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i dont recognize almost any of you people
i know the feeling
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i just want my ships to keep traveling with one another and high-fiving and hugging and being com...
I don't want you writing about my ships
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i just want my ships to keep traveling with one another and high-fiving and hugging and being completely obviously in love while everybody knows it but them (except they know in the edge of their mind but they can't afford to admit it because they have to go save the day) that's all i want
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my friends called me trendy and im just like "i burp in public and announce when im going to piss"
gross is the new trendy
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my friends called me trendy and im just like "i burp in public and announce when im going to piss"
it's like when people i meet call me a good person when i belch and don't say excuse me
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The KH13 Host Club Welcoming Reception
Username: Ivan General Nickname: Ivan Age: 19 Able to provide suitable entertainment for women who have accepted Satan as their lord and savior.
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Some people on here though
some people on here give me cancer
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i hope i dont change too much over the period of me growing up.
Change is inevitable, but it's for the better.