Zexion's_Lover_46

It's alright. ^^ You always have my email. Well...I've decided not to pop in anymore. Just thinking it over and everything... So, this will be the last night I'm on. It's been fun guys, farewell. Thanks for the memories.

If what you mean by this is that you're leaving, I have your emails brother. I'll message you as soon as I can.

Like I said, not wanting to move on from my friends here just...well alot is going on as usual of course. Anyone can reach me through email and facebook anytime.

Feel free to send me messages on fb too, of course. Just let me know who you are here.

Don't plan to come on much anymore. I don't really want to say...You can find me mostly on facebook. I'm not going to forget anyone though How could I? It's been amazing. Send me a request anytime on fb. I'll pop in from long time to long time maybe. Like I said, it's been amazing.

Getting a new apartment on my own. Life has been shit. First it's up then it's down....Ugh it'd take all day and night to describe what I've been going through.

What's an Ian house lol?

Uh...well I'm back. Now someone told you. lol sorry *gives you a big ass hug

You never fail to dissapoint brother! You're like me, when you're upset you write and it makes you feel better. You really put your feelings into your work to and it comes out fantastic! I love this story so far. I think you're a really great writer and I enjoy reading all your stories. Job well done! Also, I really like the music. It's actually kind of soothing as I read your story.

I agree witih Xatah. But since it doesn't, I'm just going to say I "like" your status

http://kh13.com/forum/public/style_emoticons/default/ohmy.pnghttp-~~-//www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWaLxFIVX1s Well, I'm glad it's not this year kinda. lol I missed you too! Glad to be back brother! Thanks! I hope you new year's is great too! I'm glad I'm back too and I missed you alot too! I hope your life is always great and full of happiness too. *hugs back just as tight

YUS! 8D

I get Xanax. Small dosage at first but I finally got it. I just hope I don't die from it or get a reaction. How like me to over react all the time My new years resolution is already fulfilled! Well, things are FANTASTIC! I worked out things with my mother and I'm back on. New people moved in across the street and the woman thought she lost her cat so I came over to find her and we found her! So, then we just started talking about I found out she takes Xanax and has dealt with people with my condition and so she offered to go to my therapy appointment and I don't know what it was, but the therapist finally agreed to give me Xanax afterwards! Her son, David, came down to visit from the Netherlands and he took me out to dinner and he was a very caring gentlemen. We really had so much in common and he was also understanding and it made me feel so alive. I haven't done something like that in years! It was so good to feel...normal for once. This is like one of the best years of my life especially since the world didn't end. lol you should've seen me on new years' night. LOL Happy new years guys!

I'm sorry brother that I can't be there for you in real life. :C I really wish that he was still here and I hope that wherever he is now, he's happy and he's at peace. I'm here if you want to talk and I've been through the loss of things and I know how hard it is. *hugs you tight

HAPPY NEW YEAR[belated]! FINALLY! I got Xanax! I've worked out most things with my mother and the new year couldn't be better! What a great start to a new year!

She doesn't even have the deceny to get me a new house key so I have to figit with the old one I have -_-.. I have a feeling this Christmas is not going to be so "jolly".

To make a long story short....I'm only allowed to stay here during the night. I'm only allowed to come home during the day to get something to eat, drink, and go to the bathroom. I'm not allowed on the laptop if she's home. So, it's a good thing she's out. Well...it's amazing what can change in a little over the year....

Hopefully you don't have to use it for your other hand if you break that one.

Just recent pics I took of me a few days ago:

I'm going to be a Vet when I get into college. Animals have always been my outlet for everything and have helped me to better...well everything. They've better everything. They're just like my friends, I love them them with all my heart and hope they always love me and remember me. I plan to have a big farm with alot of animals and it's going to be a No Kill farm. So, anyone who asks for beef from me, sorry but you're asking the wrong farm girl. I enjoy doing everything with animals: playing ball, writing about them, having sex, and just being with them.

YAY! c:

I don't want to say goodbye to the story D: Well, all stories must come to an end, even great like this one . I can't wait for part 4, and, again, the music is a nice touch. Very great job brother.

Welcome to kh13.com I've been limiting my time here but you can chat with me when i'm online even if the dot is red(I just probably won't answer right away if the dot is red lol) or you can send me a pm if I'm not online. Welcome to the site. I'm Zexion's_Lover_46 better known as Reikon. I'd like to chat with you sometime. If you need help with anything, don't be afraid to ask me. I'll try and help you if I can. It's nice to know that you're enjoying your time here.

If they're doing that to you, they're not your friends and never were your friends. Friends don't do that to you. Friends stick by you no matter what. Are you sure someone didn't start a rumor about you? Beacuse something similar happened to me in middle school only it didn't get that out of hand and we resolved the whole situations. This is why it's hard for me to trust people in real life because one minute they say they're your "friends" and then the next thing you know, they've up and left just like that I don't look back. Honestly, I don't think you need people like that in your life. You can make more friends. It takes time but it's still possible for you to make more friends. You're not a bad guy.