No, this is not because of Sandy, because I don't live in that area. However, given my current living conditions, and the fact that I have using my neighbor's signal for the past.....oi, I don't even remember. It's been a while. That's all I can say.
However, that is not to be continued anymore. No I didn't get caught or anything....but, uh, for some reason my laptop's not connecting, so either way, I'm donzo.
At least now I can have a clear conscience. I can already assume Karma's gonna make me pay the piper in some form....well, maybe it already did by cutting me off....ah, I'm rambling. There's no time for that.
So, right now, I'm talking to you at my local library. It's cold outside, and lightly sprinkiling and it might go into full fledged raining soon....and I live across town from here so it took me a while to get here on my bike.
That's how much I care about you guys.
I have to admit soemthing to you: being on KH13....it's sorta of like...a sanctuary. No pun intended. Here, I can be myself and speak my mind. It's a place where Firaga can be Firaga, without fear of being judged or being ignored....unlike the situation I have in the real world...
Did I mention that this all happened last night? As I tried for the umpteenth time to get here....I broke down in tears. Why? Because just the thought of not being around my friends....sharing my stories, my ideals...not being in a place where I belong....It was kind of hard.
Now, I'm not saying I'm a loner or an emo or anything like that. I'm well on my way to having a good life, with a good education, and my family and friends to support me.....but.....still.....It's not the same without this. I can't exlplain it....maybe, it's just a part of who am I now. But you know what? I'm okay with that.
So, what I'm trying to say is this: my internet is down, I'm in the process of helping my family afford it's own router, so we can finally hook up some Internet signals that we got from Comcast (that's an entirely different story right there, for another time however), and from now on my time is very limited here....it ranges from free time from school and stuff during the week...and I would guess a little more time on the weekends, because I'd rather not make assumptions. You never know what's gonna happen.
For the time being, I'm gonna tie up some loose-ends and do what I can for. My topics, random silly stuff, and fanfiction are in no way stopped...however, they'll be a little harder to get through for now, and not as often put out. Like now, I have to leave for home in maybe the next half hour or so.
So to close off....thanks, guys. I couldn't bear to leave your side. You've all made me very happy, and I hope I've done the same. Hopefully I can get my shit together soon so it doesn't have to stay this way.
Guys....I'm internetless.
No, this is not because of Sandy, because I don't live in that area. However, given my current living conditions, and the fact that I have using my neighbor's signal for the past.....oi, I don't even remember. It's been a while. That's all I can say.
However, that is not to be continued anymore. No I didn't get caught or anything....but, uh, for some reason my laptop's not connecting, so either way, I'm donzo.
At least now I can have a clear conscience. I can already assume Karma's gonna make me pay the piper in some form....well, maybe it already did by cutting me off....ah, I'm rambling. There's no time for that.
So, right now, I'm talking to you at my local library. It's cold outside, and lightly sprinkiling and it might go into full fledged raining soon....and I live across town from here so it took me a while to get here on my bike.
That's how much I care about you guys.
I have to admit soemthing to you: being on KH13....it's sorta of like...a sanctuary. No pun intended. Here, I can be myself and speak my mind. It's a place where Firaga can be Firaga, without fear of being judged or being ignored....unlike the situation I have in the real world...
Did I mention that this all happened last night? As I tried for the umpteenth time to get here....I broke down in tears. Why? Because just the thought of not being around my friends....sharing my stories, my ideals...not being in a place where I belong....It was kind of hard.
Now, I'm not saying I'm a loner or an emo or anything like that. I'm well on my way to having a good life, with a good education, and my family and friends to support me.....but.....still.....It's not the same without this. I can't exlplain it....maybe, it's just a part of who am I now. But you know what? I'm okay with that.
So, what I'm trying to say is this: my internet is down, I'm in the process of helping my family afford it's own router, so we can finally hook up some Internet signals that we got from Comcast (that's an entirely different story right there, for another time however), and from now on my time is very limited here....it ranges from free time from school and stuff during the week...and I would guess a little more time on the weekends, because I'd rather not make assumptions. You never know what's gonna happen.
For the time being, I'm gonna tie up some loose-ends and do what I can for. My topics, random silly stuff, and fanfiction are in no way stopped...however, they'll be a little harder to get through for now, and not as often put out. Like now, I have to leave for home in maybe the next half hour or so.
So to close off....thanks, guys. I couldn't bear to leave your side. You've all made me very happy, and I hope I've done the same. Hopefully I can get my shit together soon so it doesn't have to stay this way.
Edited by Firaga96