I don't really have anywhere else to post this right now, so I'm just going to post this here. There is nothing anyone on here can do for me, but I'm posting here just to make myself feel better.

 

For the past 2 weeks I haven't been myself at all. I've just been miserable. Last week my girlfriend called it quits with me because of something I regret doing entirely, but can't take it back, and to make the situation worse I turned to drugs to get rid of all of the pain I've felt. For the past 3 days I've been in a catatonic state, going to class not in my right mind and walking around school like a zombie. I'm still not completely in my right mind as I'm writing this right now. I just don't know what to do at this point. I don't want to continue down this path of self destruction, but all my initial sadness has gone away. Like, I don't like feeling empty and emotionless but at the same time my heart doesn't ache anymore. I'm just stuck right now in a void...

Your most likely not gonna listen to me. But, what the hell.

 

Turning to drugs, isn't going to help. AT ALL! Cause, it MIGHT take the pain away from a little bit. But what after ? What's going to happen after that?

And are you going to turn back to them when you get upset again? Your girlfriend broke up with you over something you did, that sucks balls. I know that. But, know what. Your one step closer to meeting the love of your life. (Or soul mate, or wife. Whatever you want to call it.)

Don't sit there crying over it. get up. Get out there. Go out with friends have fun while you can.

 

Yes, the pain ain't going away any times soon. But when it does. You'll feel a whole lot better then you did before.  Life gets hard at times, but you can not sit there, crying over it, doing things that will just make it worse. You have to get up, you have to keep going. l

 

Sorry, If I am not helping, I suck at these things.

I hope things gets better for you. 

I'm probably not a good reassurance since I don't understand much, butThings will get better. I can guarantee it. Drugs isn't the answer to it either. They will help you feel good, but they will have detrimental effects on you in the long run. In other words, it isn't really worth it. Try to make friends. Talk with people. You can climb out of the hole you fell in without assistance from drugs. I believe in you, cowboy from outer space.

I know what you are going through hurts, but you'll get through it. When life hands you something painful, you gotta work through it and come out stronger. Drugs might block the pain, but it will still be there. By facing the pain, you can resolve it and move on.

4Everbee and Snow offer some good advice. Talk with friends. Make friends. Love is still out there for you.

Since you are talking about it, I feel that you have the strength to see that where you are at is wrong. That strength will pull you through.

I shall say prayer for you.

Stand Strong.

Back away from the drugs man. I just recovered from major drug abuse and the only thing that made me change my ways was coming close to death.

Edited April 27, 201312 yr by xxClouDxxmoon

well while you probably won't stop feeling like this for a while, all i can say is to try to be in the company of some other people who are close to you like your friends and family. When bad things happen try to cancel them out with happier moments. and like everyone else will tell you stop doing those drugs, sure they will help you for a little, but when dependence kicks in your screwed

1-800-234-8334

 

This is a drug abuse helpline.  It's toll-free so you don't have to worry about charges or anything.  They can help you understand drug abuse and find help in your local community to handle your problem.  Drugs are a beast and shouldn't be tackled alone.  There are people who can help you.  This will help you get started.