All the other ones are filled with meanies that just wanna turn me against everything I even love or STAND for, it seems....

 

Thanks to something I found on another forum earlier today. I might just be going on yet *ANOTHER* anti axiety medication....go figure....... ;;

 

 

I wish I could just relax and get better already.

Well you ignore them. If you wanna stand up for something then no one, ABSOLUTELY NO ONE should be able to turn you against it

Come to the http://pkmn.foorumi.eu/index.php
It's in Finnish, but there are cool guys there

Well you ignore them. If you wanna stand up for something then no one, ABSOLUTELY NO ONE should be able to turn you against it

I agree. I think, though, its a bit harder with my situation due to my tendencies to be so.......black and white about stuff (if you knew the issue i suffer over you'd understand why its so difficult for me in this sort of area).

 

 

Although, one thing that defenetly helps me black and whiteness a lot is my crush on riku from the kingdom hearts games.........he sorta gives me a reason to oppose *a little less* to the idea of the 'darker' things in the world that trouble me. But its still often pretty difficult...

 

 

Still, I defenetly don't want to be in disagreement with you at all. I'm sick of being put down by others so much just 'cuz i like....well........

 

 

'girly' things so much....thats technecly the whole issue here, in a way, really........ I almost refused to wear a dress today, over something i read on a tumblr page i found on some pokemon forum i was on, as well, and, i love wearing cute little dresses........</3

 

 

 

Its not me being dramatic here. Its a real issue thats cropped up between me and other people. And it sicken's me...

 

I'm even afraid to read any posts that might come into this thread after this one now. I can't stomach to hear anything 'bad' about girliness or girly people as a whole......espesally cuz i actually accociate such things with niceness and innocence. A lot. Due to my autism and black and white thinking and all......*sigh* So, if girliness is bad to me, niceness and innocence tend to follow.

 

:<

 

Its pretty frightening.

 

 

 

I even worry bad things will happon to my personality as i grow older cuz i was never 'a tomboy'. But i can't really stomach violence in video games all too much at all.......even some of the ones i actually kind of *enjoy* playing. Why should i ever even PUT UP WITH such stuff, let alone, MAKE myself ENJOY it?...*sigh*.....

 

Its about time i toughen up and speak on how i truely feel.... >_<;;;

 

....

 

Even if I end up hated for it.

Edited May 11, 201312 yr by ~DawnStar2004~

I agree. I think, though, its a bit harder with my situation due to my tendencies to be so.......black and white about stuff (if you knew the issue i suffer over you'd understand why its so difficult for me in this sort of area).

 

 

Although, one thing that defenetly helps me black and whiteness a lot is my crush on riku from the kingdom hearts games.........he sorta gives me a reason to oppose *a little less* to the idea of the 'darker' things in the world that trouble me. But its still often pretty difficult...

 

 

Still, I defenetly don't want to be in disagreement with you at all. I'm sick of being put down by others so much just 'cuz i like....well........

 

 

'girly' things so much....thats technecly the whole issue here, in a way, really........ I almost refused to wear a dress today, over something i read on a tumblr page i found on some pokemon forum i was on, as well, and, i love wearing cute little dresses........</3

 

 

 

Its not me being dramatic here. Its a real issue thats cropped up between me and other people. And it sicken's me...

 

I'm even afraid to read any posts that might come into this thread after this one now. I can't stomach to hear anything 'bad' about girliness or girly people as a whole......espesally cuz i actually accociate such things with niceness and innocence. A lot. Due to my autism and black and white thinking and all......*sigh* So, if girliness is bad to me, niceness and innocence tend to follow.

 

:<

 

Its pretty frightening.

 

 

 

I even worry bad things will happon to my personality as i grow older cuz i was never 'a tomboy'. But i can't really stomach violence in video games all too much at all.......even some of the ones i actually kind of *enjoy* playing. Why should i ever even PUT UP WITH such stuff, let alone, MAKE myself ENJOY it?...*sigh*.....

 

Its about time i toughen up and speak on how i truely feel.... >_<;;;

 

....

 

Even if I end up hated for it.

As I said before, be yourself! There are going to be people who are mean, but odds are, they're just Jealous. Sometimes though, they're going through some tough stuff too. No matter how mean they are, kill them with Kindness.

The above poster is a true friend...

 

 

*huggles* ^^

 

I'm glad. I was brave enouth to speak up about my issue this time....

 

 

 

on top of that, some words these girls are called. Absolutely sick.......espesally when such words are used to insolt. >_>; I rather not repete said words, though. But its living hell for me....

 

T___T;

 

I mean, perhaps, theres a lot i'm not understanding, as I never been to a public school before (its true. i was homeschooled all my life...).

 

 

But the idea that a person would become 'bad' for liking these 'girly' things........that just can't be true. It just can't....and i can't just force myself not to like something that naturally appel's to my personal tastes as a whole. T___T; Who honistly can?

We are pretty badass. ^_^

All the other ones are filled with meanies that just wanna turn me against everything I even love or STAND for, it seems....

 

Thanks to something I found on another forum earlier today. I might just be going on yet *ANOTHER* anti axiety medication....go figure....... ;;

 

 

I wish I could just relax and get better already.

 

Im more or less the same so yeah :[.

*agrees with DawnStar*

 

I was kicked off another forum once after I was on there for about five months. They kicked me off because of my age. I swear, either I didn't read those rules correctly or they didnt have an age limit on their forum.

The above poster is a true friend...

 

 

*huggles* ^^

 

I'm glad. I was brave enouth to speak up about my issue this time....

 

 

 

on top of that, some words these girls are called. Absolutely sick.......espesally when such words are used to insolt. >_>; I rather not repete said words, though. But its living hell for me....

 

T___T;

 

I mean, perhaps, theres a lot i'm not understanding, as I never been to a public school before (its true. i was homeschooled all my life...).

 

 

But the idea that a person would become 'bad' for liking these 'girly' things........that just can't be true. It just can't....and i can't just force myself not to like something that naturally appel's to my personal tastes as a whole. T___T; Who honistly can?

 

I'm really sorry to hear that you're suffering so much!

I don't really know you, but everytime I read your posts I smile because of the adorableness of your posts. Seriously anyone who attacks you because of anything is obviously jealous of you! Judging from posts I read from you so far you're a really kind and absolutely cute person. And about the part of being too girly and acting girly... well, you are a girl after all, so it's perfectly fine for you to do all that.

And no, it doesn't have to do with you being a homeschooler, I don't get it either and I went to public school.

I completely understand that you don't want to be on other forums.

But as it was already said, be yourself because you are really an awesome person and kill all the heartless with your keyblade called kindness!

I prefer to be more on the internet than outside because I hate real people most of the time, even some of my real friends. At the same time I also have depression and I'd also like to get better.

So, yeah. Just remember to be yourself. Anyone who attacks you of that is not even worth it to get a response to that attack.

I hope you get better!

The above poster is a true friend...

 

But the idea that a person would become 'bad' for liking these 'girly' things........that just can't be true. It just can't....and i can't just force myself not to like something that naturally appel's to my personal tastes as a whole. T___T; Who honistly can?

Thanks.Liking "girly" things isn't a bad thing. Liking anything isn't bad. I like Kingdom Hearts, but I know several people who hate it. and that's not bad. It's good, knowing that I'm my own person.

I just hope, in most areas, girly girls tend to be nice (hopefully, very nice. very nice would be awesome) or at least okay people.

 

Its pretty clear i'm going on a new medication today, by the way.

 

I don't know how i'll be able to cope much longer without. I almost forced myself not to wear a dress today, which could of lead to a mental break down as its not something i normally do anymore if gaven the choice, like, at all.......i'm really attached to wearing dresses. I just don't feel 'me' without one...or at least a skirt.......

 

U_U;

 

BTW...It warms my heart to know that people appriciate my sweet little posts that I can't help but wanna make super adorable......

 

Well I don't mean to toot our own horn but the members of kh13 are awesome.