Half a month went pretty quickly didn't it? That's how long I been banned, though I didn't see why 3 days was enough but I didn't get the option for that. Oh well, can't complain now.

 

Anyways, I'm back and for this thread, I'm just going to settle and explain things right here.

 

To start things off, I'm no longer using my computer, because apparently I broke it and everbody blames things on me when something breaks. I am now using my iPhone, which gives me free internet access and still be able to type fast, but not as fast, plus it has spell check so if I type a word wrong, it will tell me a word closest to it and with the touch of the space button, it's correct. Usefull but can be annoying when you don't need spell check. It's also a pain in the ass to scroll down and I'm talking about when I type something in and there's lots of text, I'll have to hold and scroll down slightly so I can reply to the something. But the only thing I can't do is respond to chat messages. I can see them pop up, but can't respond to it. I mean, I can type, but no button to send. So sorry if I didn't respond to your chat messages, it's just I couldn't send back one as well.

 

Now for the serious and important discussion.

 

I read posts in the other thread saying, "Don't bottle your feelings," and simliar stuff like that. Look, I said I'm not going to explain my reasons for leaving, yet people will be persistant and not listen. Do any of you care for my problems? Maybe, but I don't know you and you don't know me, in real life of course. Why should my problems affect your life, your being of existance? It shouldn't. To be honest, I don't care about your problems, which is why I rarely post in the Personal forum. I'm not being a dick, but letting you know the truth, because there is no reason for me to lie or make excuses.

 

My problems are hidden from you guys because you guys are the reason to hide it. If you remember last thread, I know for a fact that you guys tell me to get over it or argue with me of my problems. You told me to tell my problems so it can be resolved. Do you really think that after expressing my feelings over the internet, it's going to be resolved? Holy hell, some of you guys really need to get your heads out of your asses. My problems don't go away in 5 minutes. It takes days, hell even months. Most of my problems are still left unsolved, and by making threads doesn't work. I don't remember any of you being miracle workers.

 

When you guys tell me to get over it, it tells me you don't care and just posted to troll, problem left unsolved. When you guys argue with me, not only is the problem left unsolved, but then the problem that I wanted to escape from becomes worse. It's a lose-lose situation for me.

 

Members here are pretty firetrucking annoying, but is that all people can think about? Why does everyone assume my problems relate to members? Again, head out of ass please. Yeah, it's true that the members here make me want to leave, not going to lie, but it's more to that than just problems with members or even here. I have outside world problems, which includes money problems, family/friends problems, physical/mental problems, growing up problems and etc. One problem isn't going to make me leave this site. I'm not ridculous, or that ridculous, but either way, one isn't going to get me off this site.

 

To follow that statement I written before, "Don't bottle your feelings," here's to reasons why I will:

 

1) I bottle up a lot of things and feelings, which can be held for a long time.

 

2) When it explodes, I get in trouble or it leads to terrible things

 

I've been bottling up so many things for years, hiding feelings and emotions from others. It's not good for me, but it's not going to affect my way of life and this forum. I'm going to shrug it off and hope for the best. So far it's having it's ups and downs, but it's not going to stop me.

 

I gave our leader a message in my last thread. Did you know what happene there? I released a bottled up feeling. But guess what? I get my thread deleted and the banhammer struck on me. I didn't cuss out him out, just gave my opinon, which appeared extremely negative for him to give me the boot until the rest of July is up (wasn't looking forward to it, but whatever). Telling my problems that have been bottled up seems to get me in trouble. Course this means that I shouldn't bottle things up, but it's just too late now. That and I choose to bottle. Haven't really cared.

 

My finally regards to this is that I'm still not one of the best member of this site, nor am I popular. I said before that no one talks to me and no one posts threads about me (by the way Cricket, my point wasn't about people making threads. Do you know how many people posts threads about you, the mods and members on this site who has high post counts or those who spam the Random forum. How can I be an awesome member if no one cares to consider me in their threads? There's no bragging rights involved or whatever, it's just not logical to think that I'm one of the best members on here when no one cares to mention my name on this site. No offense intended, because I would like to be unbanned here, plus the fact that your nice. I wouldn't want to be be banned because I made you mad o_O). If you guys really want me to prove it, I will, with a comparison of two threads. Of course some moron will call me selfish or -insult word that falsely accusses me-, but it's a good example to me.

 

Well serious stuff over and the wrapping is right now.

 

For one, I'm not leaving this site. I was frustrated at the time and I needed some time to think about my decision (with my half month banning, I had more than enough time to think about it. Thanks Daniel 8D)

 

I'm going to try to be a lot nicer and change my attitude a little. However, of someone decides to be a shithead, I won't hesitate to respond in my way.

 

I will now begin to write more of my stories, as I gave no progession over my summer. I also have some new fresh stories, waiting to be put up for your viewing pleasure

 

I won't be doing anything in the projects anymore, unless some sends me a desperate message asking me to. Thank god I lost my Project Manager status, those moderator notices were really firetrucking annoying, especially if someone thought it was ok to report something when no mods were on and I had to see it for an hour or two until mods took care of it. Messages about Projects will be over too. Even my name bolded will be gone, so curious noobies won't bother. So now you have two other Project Managers to bug

 

...And I think that's it. I'm starting anew, with baby steps and then will see how it folds out.

 

Also, it's been an hour or two writing, plus it's 3am, so if there are mistakes or if it isn't proof read, then please don't call me out or something like that. It's late andit'ss hard to think of things to say in this thread

 

Edit 1: 3 Project Managers, not 2. Didn't know Sora96 became one. Been gone for too long x_x

 

Edit 2: To the mods and admins, I still don't know why I was banned and stuff because I didn't look into the banned forum after posting, so I need information in order for me to change some stuff in this post. Jeny only gave little info at the bottom

 

It would also be nice if there was no arguing on this thread. PM me please

DeathSkull I'm so glad you are back. I can understand what you said and respect you even more than I did before. Hope you have a good time with your "new beginning" here. And stop saying you're not a good member because I know many people missed you around here.

Good to see you back Deathskull. Ha ha i'm a Project Manager too so people can bug me now lol.

Anyway the Moderator Notice is not a big deal. And theres nothing wrong with Reporting a post when no mods are online. It helps if people report any/all posts that have any problems at all.

Anyway its good that your back, and hope you can stay.

This thread is the best one I've read in a while.

 

Welcome back. I'm pleased to hear that you're staying. To me you are one of the smartest people I've ever met on these forums. ?

Well, I know you mentioned we don't care, and it makes sense that some people wouldn't, but I cannot stand to see anyone upset. Very unhelpful when I'm fighting one of my brothers, but you get the point. So I do care.

DeathSkull, its awesome to have you back. And also not trying to be a smart alec or anything but there are 3 project manegers not 2 lol (Sora96 is the new one). But anyways I'm glad your back :D and I hope you have a good time here

I am glad you are back, but I didn't get to read your goodbye thread, and then I saw your username crossed out, and I was like holy shit. But it's good that you are back. Whatever problems you have/still have, I'm not going to ask you what they are, but I just hope they go away for you soon. Welcome back dude.

I didnt know who you were before, but based on wat you said about bottled up emotions, I can tell your a cool guy who talks sense.

why do you assume dchiuch banned you? it wasn't even him, lol.

 

besides that, you're mad because we banned you for obvious reasons we talked with you in the banned forum and yet you try to make yourself seem like the victim here. seems like you can only see the negative things when we banned you.

 

and stop blaming dc for everything. i know you guys argued and stuff but the rest of the moderators also helped into this problem so don't immediately point fingers at him. i have my fair share of the blame too along with the other mods.

 

and is there a reason why you're cursing so much? this is a public forum and for all we know 10 year olds could be wandering around here and they find these kind of threads here. there's no need to swear. you can calmly explain your problems without the need of bad words. /:

 

besides that, don't say people don't care about you because we 'didn't do threads about'. it's a simple thread. why does it bother you so much? it's the freakin' internet for pete's sake.

 

sorry to sound so blunt but it's only the truth. feel free to cuss me out through pm.

why do you assume dchiuch banned you? it wasn't even him, lol.

 

besides that, you're mad because we banned you for obvious reasons we talked with you in the banned forum and yet you try to make yourself seem like the victim here. seems like you can only see the negative things when we banned you.

 

and stop blaming dc for everything. i know you guys argued and stuff but the rest of the moderators also helped into this problem so don't immediately point fingers at him. i have my fair share of the blame too along with the other mods.

 

and is there a reason why you're cursing so much? this is a public forum and for all we know 10 year olds could be wandering around here and they find these kind of threads here. there's no need to swear. you can calmly explain your problems without the need of bad words. /:

 

besides that, don't say people don't care about you because we 'didn't do threads about'. it's a simple thread. why does it bother you so much? it's the freakin' internet for pete's sake.

 

sorry to sound so blunt but it's only the truth. feel free to cuss me out through pm.

 

Yeah, along with what Jenny said. I mean, I let my two nine-year-old brothers read the Forums and stuff and I occasionaly let them answer things. It's just I really don't want them reading that kind of thing. Even if they do try to kill me. They literally just turned nine a few weeks ago. Actually, when I left them with the laptop, they found this thread, and came up and started asking me what some of the words I won't repeat meant. So if you read this, thank you.

HA! So my mind ISN'T tricking me this time! Osiyo (hello) mate! Welcome back. After my drastically needed break from creating signatures for people, and then seeing that once I came back 6 requests were PM'd to me by either noobs or (sorry but) idiots, I was wondering where you had gone off to. Now before I start blabbering on, welcome back.

why do you assume dchiuch banned you? it wasn't even him, lol.

 

besides that, you're mad because we banned you for obvious reasons we talked with you in the banned forum and yet you try to make yourself seem like the victim here. seems like you can only see the negative things when we banned you.

 

and stop blaming dc for everything. i know you guys argued and stuff but the rest of the moderators also helped into this problem so don't immediately point fingers at him. i have my fair share of the blame too along with the other mods.

 

and is there a reason why you're cursing so much? this is a public forum and for all we know 10 year olds could be wandering around here and they find these kind of threads here. there's no need to swear. you can calmly explain your problems without the need of bad words. /:

 

besides that, don't say people don't care about you because we 'didn't do threads about'. it's a simple thread. why does it bother you so much? it's the freakin' internet for pete's sake.

 

sorry to sound so blunt but it's only the truth. feel free to cuss me out through pm.

 

i think he sa id he wasnt mad. and this is the internet, some bad things are going to be said. oh well