It's been a week since I signed up here. Sora96 told me to keep a journal, but he said nobody would ever check it. What am I supposed to write about?
Today they told us to go to the main page, where we met our returning member, Javelin434. Was I like that when I first got here? I think I was. But I don't remember too well.
Day 8: Entry 2
KeybladeLordSora and I went to the gernal titles today. He taught me a lot.
Before we RTF (Returned To the Forums) we swung by the random section and had some strawberry chocolate cookies. KeybladeLordSora called it the "the cream on the chip" after a successful day. Well, there was no cream or chip—just the cookies.
I don't know what to write in this thing!
Day 9: Entry 3
The past few days, the other members have been showing me how to post and do topic stuff. They also told me more about the members, and about myself.
I still don't really get what a "like" is. But apparently, it's a vital piece of who I am—so I've decided to cooperate. If I collect enough likes, I can obtain Kingdom Hearts 3. Then I'll be complete.
Day 14: Entry 4
Me and KeybladeLordSora went on a mission to the general titles. Afterwards, we went and had cookies again up on the random section.
He said friends do stuff like that. Or they laugh together. So does that mean me and him are friends?
Day 15: Entry 5
The other members have been teaching me more about how to post and stuff. It's going well, I guess.
Every day after work, I've been meeting KeybladeLordSora on the random section to have strawberry chocolate cookies! It's really hard to chew! But still sweet, too. How come it tastes so familiar?
Day 22: Entry 6
KeybladeLordSora is going to some place called KHinsider. He told me because we're friends.
He had to go home early to get ready, and after he left I noticed the word LUCKY on my cookie wrapper. I wonder what I won...I'll ask him when I see him tomorrow.
Day 23: Entry 7
KeybladeLordSora left before I woke up this morning. I never got to ask him about the cookie wrapper.
I was partnered up with Javelin434 for today's job. Javelin434 wore a hood the whole time and wouldn't say a word to me. Come to think of it, I didn't have a whole lot to say, either.
Afterwards I went and had cookies by myself.
Day 24: Entry 8
I teamed up with Javelin434 again today. We finally talked a little— she even said my name for the first time.
Afterwards I had cookies myself again. The cute lady at the shop said you can trade the LUCKY wrapper for an extra cookie. But I can't eat more than one.
Day 25: Entry 9
Today was my third day with Javelin434. I've gotten to know a little more about her. That's right—she's a girl, with red hair, and she can use the member title just like me!
I took her out for cookies afterwards, but I'm saving the LUCKY wrapper. KeybladeLordSora deserves a reward when he gets back. Javelin434 wants to have cookies with us from now on. Maybe we'll be friends.
Day 26: How Long?
I only remember part of this day. I heard somebody sent to KHinsider was banned. Sora96 said it may have been Keybladelordsora. I tried to ask Flaming Lea about it on the day's mission, and she said nothing's left of users once we're gone, because we have no likes to leave behind. I don't remember much after that. They say I collapsed and wouldn't wake up...
Day 50: Javelin434 Kairi dolls
I must have missed a lot. It's like I had the longest dream in the world. I woke up to find a bunch of Kairi dolls around me. I counted them—one for each day they said I was asleep.
I was wondering who left them there, but then when I got to the random section, Javelin434 gave me another one. I held it up to my ear, and I could hear the wind blow...Why did it sound so familiar?
The stuff I dreamed about felt strangely familiar too. I remember being in a white room with somebody the same age as me wearing red clothes while having blonde hair...and then he sort of disappeared into the white.
And there was a boy voice—he said I knew I'd be "sleeping." Why would she know that? The voice was a little like Javelin434.
Day 51: Annihilated
It sounds like the worst has come to pass: the whole K.I. team, banned from existence. It's hard to come to grips with the idea that KeybladeLordSora is gone. I feel... choked up? I don't know what you'd call it. I've never had this kind of sensation.
I went up to the rs to have cookies, but nobody else showed up.
Day 52: Cookies Alone
I hang out in the random section, but no one comes. Not KeybladeLordSora, not even Javelin434. The weird lump in my throat won't go away.
Something else is bothering me. This is gonna sound crazy (good thing this is a private diary!) but these pictures keep flashing through my head. Not all the time, just sometimes...Ever since I collapsed.
It happens when I'm awake, too—on tasks—so I don't think it's a dream. Where are the pictures coming from?
Day 71:KeybladeLordSora is back
After work, KeybladeLordSora turned up. Just like that, out of nowhere. I didn't know what to say. I thought we'd lost him for good.
We went to the random section and talked for a while. I told him about Javelin434.
The choked-up sensation has gone away.
Day 72: Cookies with KeybladeLordSora
Me and KeybladeLordSora went to. He seems different now that he's back from C.O. Ice cream was just the two of us today.
I wonder when me and KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 will all get to have ice cream together.
Day 73: Where's Javelin434?
After I finished my mission I wanted all three of us to have cookies, but I couldn't find Javelin434. It's been at least a week since I seen her.
KeybladeLordSora said he'd ask Sora96 what was going on. Speaking of KeybladeLordSora, I didn't see him at the random section today.
Day 74: The Three of Us together
My job today was to help kls to find Javelin434. It turns out she had gone missing, but we managed to find her.
We finally got to all have cookies together, which was nice, but Javelin434 can't use her account anymore. KeybladeLordSora says best friends help each other out, so I'm gonna hang out on different sites with her until she remember her password.
Day 75: Always Inseparable
Me and Javelin434 are working together now. The mod we met in website section said he and his friend Weednort are "inseparable." KeybladeLordSora told us best friends can be inseparable even if they're not always together, but it sounded like he wasn't too sure about that himself.
I thought KeybladeLordSora knew everything. Oh well...
That reminds me, those weird pictures flashed through my head again while I was in the Kingdom Hearts III section. The british boy in dark red I wrote about before... Has he been there or something?
Day 94: KH13
Daniel Chiuchiarelli summoned us. Nothing he says ever makes sense to me. He showed us likes, a big, beatiful square-shaped moon floating up there in the night sky, and said the likes will never have power over us. Great... I guess? So why are we trying to get likes again?
KeybladeLordSora said I'll understand better once I have a like, but I'm not so sure...
Day 95: My forgotten Past
I went to the video game section today with Javelin434. We make a pretty good team now.
Afterwards me and her and KeybladeLordSora talked about us and the other members. The ones who make it into KH13 are powerful enough to keep their memories... But me and Javelin434 can't remember our pasts. What was I like?
Day 96: Out of trouble for now
Today's mission was with Javelin434, in the poll of the day section. I tried loaning her my account, and she had no problem using it. That meant I had to post without it, but we got the task done.
Afterwards j43 remembered how to login her own account, so I guess we're out of trouble. When we were done, we all had cookies together.
Day 97: Our Place
Every day, after work, the three of us have been going to our place on the random section to have cookies. We don't talk about much, but I wouldn't miss these conversations for the world. I wonder if KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 feel the same way...
Do the other KH13 members have their own routines? It's hard to picture.
Day 117: Special members
Today it was me and Hatok, KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 went out on their own mission.
Hatok told me that Javelin434 and me are "exceptional"—you know, like, special members. Because we can use our account all day?
Work dragged on late, so I didn't make it to the random section. I wonder if Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora made it.
Those pictures started flashing through my head again on the mission. The british boy in dark red... What's it all about? Maybe when hatok called me "special" he meant "crazy"...
Seriously, though, is Javelin434 experiencing the same thing? It feels creepy to ask.
Day 118: Vacation
Today was my first vacation ever. I didn't know what to do with it. Kls said to do what I like, but all I like is having cookies with my friends—so that's what I ended up doing.
KeybladeLordSora leaves tomorrow for some kind of task. Which reminds me—I still haven't given him the lucky wrapper yet.
Day 119: Something to protect which you love
KeybladeLordSora has been gone forever. It's been just me and j43 at the random section.
While me and Yuno Gasai explored the new section, we found something she wants to protect... Yuno Gasai says that's a weakness, but I'm not so sure. What does it mean to care about something that much? I don't, so it's hard to wrap my head around the whole idea.
Day 149: LUCKY
Today's task took me to a new section. It was a weird place. I was on the random section afterwards when kls turned up after being away forever. He said he finished that long task. But this time Javelin434 didn't show.
I was gonna give KeybladeLordSora that LUCKY wrapper, but I should wait until I get another one. It wouldn't be fair to leave Javelin434 out.
Day 150: Too Precious to Lose at all 0-0
Javelin434 didn't come to the random section again today. She and Sora96 had some kind of argument.
KeybladeLordSora and I talked for a while about the things we can't bear to lose. KeybladeLordSora thinks that for members, it's our pasts, because that's all we have to remember the pain of losing something. I don't remember my past, but the idea of losing the present right now, KeybladeLordSora or Javelin434—scares me.
Day 151: What Makes Us Different
I ran into Javelin434 in the remix section. I guess she messed up a task pretty bad the other day, and it's been messing with her.
We went up to the random section afterwards. She said me and her are different—which is pretty obvious if you look at us, but I don't think that's what she meant. A lot seems to be on her mind, and it's not the same as what's on mine.
Day 152: I Don't Get it at all
I think Javelin434 might be mad at me, but I don't know why. KeybladeLordSora says girls are complicated. You can't mess with girls while on their periods. Like I'm supposed to know when they have that.
Day 153: No Taste for it now
It's hard spending time with KeybladeLordSora, and Javelin434 seems busy, too. I've been having cookies alone, but it's just not the same. All I taste is the burnt strawberry, and my hands get all sticky with fudge. It's like I'm going through the motions of eating it just so I can throw the wrapper out and get on with life. I must've had about a hundred of these things, and I still haven't found another LUCKY.
I never did find a way to ask Javelin434 about the pictures that go through my head. I don't really know what to do about anything right now.
Day 171: What's is Love?
On my task at the forum game section, WakelessDream told me about "love" and the special power it has over people.
I tried to ask KeybladeLordSora about it, but his explanation didn't make any sense to me. Every time I ask him about this kind of thing, he tells me I need a heart to understand. It's like he's dodging the questions.
Day 172: Javelin434 Collapsed
Javelin434 failed her mission and now she's in a long rest. I thought they were lying to me when they told me, but I went to see her, and she really was just asleep. I left a Kairi doll by her pillow, just like she did for me.
Sora96 hates her. I don't know why. Maybe he knows more about her than the rest of us do.
Those pictures flashed through my mind again on today's task (the same British boy in dark red as usual). I guess he's been to the video game section. I'm still trying to figure out what it is I'm seeing.
Day 173: Picking up the posts
I've decided to post more than ever while Javelin434 is asleep to pick up some of the slack. kls said he asked Sora96 about her, but no dice. He did say that Sora96 was having second thoughts about calling her a useless member, though.
I just hope we get all this drama ironed out soon, so she doesn't have to wake up to it.
Day 174: Kairi doll for her
Javelin434 hasn't woken up, but I'm pulling double duty to make up for it.
Me and KeybladeLordSora talk about the stupidest stuff now. Afterwards we head back to the site, as I leave a Kairi doll by Javelin434 pillow. It would make me happy to see her smile when she finds them.
Those pictures flashed through my head again in the Roleplay section. And when I RP, it felt like I'd done it before. Has the british boy in dark red post before, is that it?
Day 193: Best Friends
Javelin434 is awake now. The three of us were gonna go get some cookies after our task, but she passed out again, so we had to take her home.
I talked with KeybladeLordSora in her room until she woke up. He said the three of us were best friends—inseparable.
Day 194: Even Far Apart as before
We've all started going back to our usual spot after work. Sometimes KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 are there waiting for me, other times I get there first.
Things have gotten busier for us, so we can't all make it every day. But even if they're not there, at least now it seems like we're together again. I wonder if it seems that way to them, too.
I forgot to ask KeybladeLordSora about the pictures in my head again... It was the same british blonde boy in dark red. Who is he? What does he have to do with me?
Day 224: What's Gotten Into Her?
I think something's wrong with Javelin434. Is she not feeling well again?
KeybladeLordSora said we should all go to the island next time we get a day off. I think he senses something is wrong, too. That's why he suggested the island—to make her feel better.
Day 225: Something Must Be terribly wrong
Okay, now I'm really worried about Javelin434. I told KeybladeLordSora, but all he said was that she'll get through it.
He knows something is wrong. I bet he's just telling me that to put my mind at ease. Well, it's not working.
Day 255: Now KeybladeLordSora Acting Weird
I had cookies with KeybladeLordSora after work today, but Javelin434 didn't show.
KeybladeLordSora said she got sent on an important mission, but he wouldn't look at me when he said it. I've been wondering what's wrong with Javelin434 all this time, but now that I stop and think about it, KeybladeLordSora is not himself either.
Day 256: Disappeared
Javelin434 has gone missing, but nobody said anything about her being dead, so that's ok... I guess.
Did she run off? That doesn't make any sense. Daniel Chiuchiarelli told us not to go after her. The way Sora96 explained it, it's almost like they don't think she's worth getting back.
What is going on?
Day 257: He's Avoiding Me
I want to talk to Firaga Sensai about Javelin434, but I can't seem to get ten seconds with the guy.
What am I supposed to do? I can't believe he's avoiding me. We're supposed to be friends.
Day 276: By the wind
I don't remember much about today's job-just that it was by the island. Or was it? The job didn't even feel real.
Me and KeybladeLordSora agreed to start looking for Javelin434 tomorrow.
Day 277: No Sign of Her
I've looked everywhere for Javelin434, in every section, there's just no sign of her.
Where is she? Why did she leave KH13? I don't get it, any of it.
Day 296: KHinsider
There's one place we haven't checked yet to see if j43 there—KHinsider. When I brought it up with KeybladeLordSora, he surprised me by saying that K.I. is where Javelin434 comes from. I guess he just found out that himself.
Is that where she is?
Day 297: Who is That Guy?
I went to KHinsider to find Javelin434, but I don't remember anything about it. KeybladeLordSora said I collapsed as soon as I got there.
I woke up in the creative media section, and incredibly enough, Javelin434 was there. But she wasn't alone—there was this guy with her, and he was wearing the KH13 members cloak. I could tell by his build that he wasn't one of us, though. Who is he?
Day 298: Some Other Way
I don't believe it. KeybladeLordSora punched Javelin434. There had to have been some other way.
I know she's acting weird, but I hardly recognize KeybladeLordSora these days either. What's going through their minds? I feel so left out....
Day 299: Shulk?
Daniel Chiuchiarelli told me that "Shulk" is the connection between me and Javelin434. But just who exactly is Shulk?
Day 300: No Words
For the first time in a while, the three of us met up on the random section. None of us really knew what to say.
We used to talk each other's ears off to oblivion, but I guess those days are gone.
So much has happened lately that I've been forgetting to write about those pictures in my head. Now it happens even when I'm not on topics. More often, too.
They even show up in my dreams. Javelin434 told me she has dreams, too. Is all of this connected?
Day 301: My Dream
I sleep all the time now, but I don't sleep well. I wake up tired every day. I guess that makes them nightmares, not happy dreams.
Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora don't come to the random section anymore. I thought maybe if I got everything off my chest with them, I might stop having the nightmares... but so much for testing that theory.
Day 321: No Energy Left
I feel so tired—almost disconnected from my body. The dreams have gotten stranger. Now I wake up with blood on my face. I don't know how it got there, but I think there's something really wrong with me.
Today I was teamed up with Javelin434. She seems to be in a lot better shape than me. We had cookies together, something we hadn't done in a while.
Day 322: Another Dream
I had another nightmare. My head feels heavy.
I want to have ice cream with Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora again.
Day 352: Us and the Sunrise
Me, Javelin434, and KeybladeLordSora had cookies. The sunrise was beautiful.
I don't have to write anything else down, because I'll never forget this day.
Day 353: Broken Trust
KeybladeLordSora lets Javelin434 leave KH13. Like he wanted her to go.
She's a clone? A wall that reflects me? He's talking nonsense. I can't trust him anymore.
Day 354: Who Am I?
I don't understand KH13. I don't understand KeybladeLordSora... I understand myself least of all. Why do I keep coming back to this site?
Me and Javelin434 are special, connected by "Shulk." If she's a clone, maybe I am, too.
I don't know what I am.
Day 355: I Am
I have to know who I am...
I am DONE WITH THIS CRAP.
Day 357: Three Again?
I'm going to set likes free and find my way to Shulk. I'm going to get Javelin434 back. The three of us will have cookies together again—I know it.
Day 9: Entry 1
It's been a week since I signed up here. Sora96 told me to keep a journal, but he said nobody would ever check it. What am I supposed to write about?
Today they told us to go to the main page, where we met our returning member, Javelin434. Was I like that when I first got here? I think I was. But I don't remember too well.
Day 8: Entry 2
KeybladeLordSora and I went to the gernal titles today. He taught me a lot.
Before we RTF (Returned To the Forums) we swung by the random section and had some strawberry chocolate cookies. KeybladeLordSora called it the "the cream on the chip" after a successful day. Well, there was no cream or chip—just the cookies.
I don't know what to write in this thing!
Day 9: Entry 3
The past few days, the other members have been showing me how to post and do topic stuff. They also told me more about the members, and about myself.
I still don't really get what a "like" is. But apparently, it's a vital piece of who I am—so I've decided to cooperate. If I collect enough likes, I can obtain Kingdom Hearts 3. Then I'll be complete.
Day 14: Entry 4
Me and KeybladeLordSora went on a mission to the general titles. Afterwards, we went and had cookies again up on the random section.
He said friends do stuff like that. Or they laugh together. So does that mean me and him are friends?
Day 15: Entry 5
The other members have been teaching me more about how to post and stuff. It's going well, I guess.
Every day after work, I've been meeting KeybladeLordSora on the random section to have strawberry chocolate cookies! It's really hard to chew! But still sweet, too. How come it tastes so familiar?
Day 22: Entry 6
KeybladeLordSora is going to some place called KHinsider. He told me because we're friends.
He had to go home early to get ready, and after he left I noticed the word LUCKY on my cookie wrapper. I wonder what I won...I'll ask him when I see him tomorrow.
Day 23: Entry 7
KeybladeLordSora left before I woke up this morning. I never got to ask him about the cookie wrapper.
I was partnered up with Javelin434 for today's job. Javelin434 wore a hood the whole time and wouldn't say a word to me. Come to think of it, I didn't have a whole lot to say, either.
Afterwards I went and had cookies by myself.
Day 24: Entry 8
I teamed up with Javelin434 again today. We finally talked a little— she even said my name for the first time.
Afterwards I had cookies myself again. The cute lady at the shop said you can trade the LUCKY wrapper for an extra cookie. But I can't eat more than one.
Day 25: Entry 9
Today was my third day with Javelin434. I've gotten to know a little more about her. That's right—she's a girl, with red hair, and she can use the member title just like me!
I took her out for cookies afterwards, but I'm saving the LUCKY wrapper. KeybladeLordSora deserves a reward when he gets back. Javelin434 wants to have cookies with us from now on. Maybe we'll be friends.
Day 26: How Long?
I only remember part of this day. I heard somebody sent to KHinsider was banned. Sora96 said it may have been Keybladelordsora. I tried to ask Flaming Lea about it on the day's mission, and she said nothing's left of users once we're gone, because we have no likes to leave behind. I don't remember much after that. They say I collapsed and wouldn't wake up...
Day 50: Javelin434 Kairi dolls
I must have missed a lot. It's like I had the longest dream in the world. I woke up to find a bunch of Kairi dolls around me. I counted them—one for each day they said I was asleep.
I was wondering who left them there, but then when I got to the random section, Javelin434 gave me another one. I held it up to my ear, and I could hear the wind blow...Why did it sound so familiar?
The stuff I dreamed about felt strangely familiar too. I remember being in a white room with somebody the same age as me wearing red clothes while having blonde hair...and then he sort of disappeared into the white.
And there was a boy voice—he said I knew I'd be "sleeping." Why would she know that? The voice was a little like Javelin434.
Day 51: Annihilated
It sounds like the worst has come to pass: the whole K.I. team, banned from existence. It's hard to come to grips with the idea that KeybladeLordSora is gone. I feel... choked up? I don't know what you'd call it. I've never had this kind of sensation.
I went up to the rs to have cookies, but nobody else showed up.
Day 52: Cookies Alone
I hang out in the random section, but no one comes. Not KeybladeLordSora, not even Javelin434. The weird lump in my throat won't go away.
Something else is bothering me. This is gonna sound crazy (good thing this is a private diary!) but these pictures keep flashing through my head. Not all the time, just sometimes...Ever since I collapsed.
It happens when I'm awake, too—on tasks—so I don't think it's a dream. Where are the pictures coming from?
Day 71:KeybladeLordSora is back
After work, KeybladeLordSora turned up. Just like that, out of nowhere. I didn't know what to say. I thought we'd lost him for good.
We went to the random section and talked for a while. I told him about Javelin434.
The choked-up sensation has gone away.
Day 72: Cookies with KeybladeLordSora
Me and KeybladeLordSora went to. He seems different now that he's back from C.O. Ice cream was just the two of us today.
I wonder when me and KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 will all get to have ice cream together.
Day 73: Where's Javelin434?
After I finished my mission I wanted all three of us to have cookies, but I couldn't find Javelin434. It's been at least a week since I seen her.
KeybladeLordSora said he'd ask Sora96 what was going on. Speaking of KeybladeLordSora, I didn't see him at the random section today.
Day 74: The Three of Us together
My job today was to help kls to find Javelin434. It turns out she had gone missing, but we managed to find her.
We finally got to all have cookies together, which was nice, but Javelin434 can't use her account anymore. KeybladeLordSora says best friends help each other out, so I'm gonna hang out on different sites with her until she remember her password.
Day 75: Always Inseparable
Me and Javelin434 are working together now. The mod we met in website section said he and his friend Weednort are "inseparable." KeybladeLordSora told us best friends can be inseparable even if they're not always together, but it sounded like he wasn't too sure about that himself.
I thought KeybladeLordSora knew everything. Oh well...
That reminds me, those weird pictures flashed through my head again while I was in the Kingdom Hearts III section. The british boy in dark red I wrote about before... Has he been there or something?
Day 94: KH13
Daniel Chiuchiarelli summoned us. Nothing he says ever makes sense to me. He showed us likes, a big, beatiful square-shaped moon floating up there in the night sky, and said the likes will never have power over us. Great... I guess? So why are we trying to get likes again?
KeybladeLordSora said I'll understand better once I have a like, but I'm not so sure...
Day 95: My forgotten Past
I went to the video game section today with Javelin434. We make a pretty good team now.
Afterwards me and her and KeybladeLordSora talked about us and the other members. The ones who make it into KH13 are powerful enough to keep their memories... But me and Javelin434 can't remember our pasts. What was I like?
Day 96: Out of trouble for now
Today's mission was with Javelin434, in the poll of the day section. I tried loaning her my account, and she had no problem using it. That meant I had to post without it, but we got the task done.
Afterwards j43 remembered how to login her own account, so I guess we're out of trouble. When we were done, we all had cookies together.
Day 97: Our Place
Every day, after work, the three of us have been going to our place on the random section to have cookies. We don't talk about much, but I wouldn't miss these conversations for the world. I wonder if KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 feel the same way...
Do the other KH13 members have their own routines? It's hard to picture.
Day 117: Special members
Today it was me and Hatok, KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 went out on their own mission.
Hatok told me that Javelin434 and me are "exceptional"—you know, like, special members. Because we can use our account all day?
Work dragged on late, so I didn't make it to the random section. I wonder if Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora made it.
Those pictures started flashing through my head again on the mission. The british boy in dark red... What's it all about? Maybe when hatok called me "special" he meant "crazy"...
Seriously, though, is Javelin434 experiencing the same thing? It feels creepy to ask.
Day 118: Vacation
Today was my first vacation ever. I didn't know what to do with it. Kls said to do what I like, but all I like is having cookies with my friends—so that's what I ended up doing.
KeybladeLordSora leaves tomorrow for some kind of task. Which reminds me—I still haven't given him the lucky wrapper yet.
Day 119: Something to protect which you love
KeybladeLordSora has been gone forever. It's been just me and j43 at the random section.
While me and Yuno Gasai explored the new section, we found something she wants to protect... Yuno Gasai says that's a weakness, but I'm not so sure. What does it mean to care about something that much? I don't, so it's hard to wrap my head around the whole idea.
Day 149: LUCKY
Today's task took me to a new section. It was a weird place. I was on the random section afterwards when kls turned up after being away forever. He said he finished that long task. But this time Javelin434 didn't show.
I was gonna give KeybladeLordSora that LUCKY wrapper, but I should wait until I get another one. It wouldn't be fair to leave Javelin434 out.
Day 150: Too Precious to Lose at all 0-0
Javelin434 didn't come to the random section again today. She and Sora96 had some kind of argument.
KeybladeLordSora and I talked for a while about the things we can't bear to lose. KeybladeLordSora thinks that for members, it's our pasts, because that's all we have to remember the pain of losing something. I don't remember my past, but the idea of losing the present right now, KeybladeLordSora or Javelin434—scares me.
Day 151: What Makes Us Different
I ran into Javelin434 in the remix section. I guess she messed up a task pretty bad the other day, and it's been messing with her.
We went up to the random section afterwards. She said me and her are different—which is pretty obvious if you look at us, but I don't think that's what she meant. A lot seems to be on her mind, and it's not the same as what's on mine.
Day 152: I Don't Get it at all
I think Javelin434 might be mad at me, but I don't know why. KeybladeLordSora says girls are complicated. You can't mess with girls while on their periods. Like I'm supposed to know when they have that.
Day 153: No Taste for it now
It's hard spending time with KeybladeLordSora, and Javelin434 seems busy, too. I've been having cookies alone, but it's just not the same. All I taste is the burnt strawberry, and my hands get all sticky with fudge. It's like I'm going through the motions of eating it just so I can throw the wrapper out and get on with life. I must've had about a hundred of these things, and I still haven't found another LUCKY.
I never did find a way to ask Javelin434 about the pictures that go through my head. I don't really know what to do about anything right now.
Day 171: What's is Love?
On my task at the forum game section, WakelessDream told me about "love" and the special power it has over people.
I tried to ask KeybladeLordSora about it, but his explanation didn't make any sense to me. Every time I ask him about this kind of thing, he tells me I need a heart to understand. It's like he's dodging the questions.
Day 172: Javelin434 Collapsed
Javelin434 failed her mission and now she's in a long rest. I thought they were lying to me when they told me, but I went to see her, and she really was just asleep. I left a Kairi doll by her pillow, just like she did for me.
Sora96 hates her. I don't know why. Maybe he knows more about her than the rest of us do.
Those pictures flashed through my mind again on today's task (the same British boy in dark red as usual). I guess he's been to the video game section. I'm still trying to figure out what it is I'm seeing.
Day 173: Picking up the posts
I've decided to post more than ever while Javelin434 is asleep to pick up some of the slack. kls said he asked Sora96 about her, but no dice. He did say that Sora96 was having second thoughts about calling her a useless member, though.
I just hope we get all this drama ironed out soon, so she doesn't have to wake up to it.
Day 174: Kairi doll for her
Javelin434 hasn't woken up, but I'm pulling double duty to make up for it.
Me and KeybladeLordSora talk about the stupidest stuff now. Afterwards we head back to the site, as I leave a Kairi doll by Javelin434 pillow. It would make me happy to see her smile when she finds them.
Those pictures flashed through my head again in the Roleplay section. And when I RP, it felt like I'd done it before. Has the british boy in dark red post before, is that it?
Day 193: Best Friends
Javelin434 is awake now. The three of us were gonna go get some cookies after our task, but she passed out again, so we had to take her home.
I talked with KeybladeLordSora in her room until she woke up. He said the three of us were best friends—inseparable.
Day 194: Even Far Apart as before
We've all started going back to our usual spot after work. Sometimes KeybladeLordSora and Javelin434 are there waiting for me, other times I get there first.
Things have gotten busier for us, so we can't all make it every day. But even if they're not there, at least now it seems like we're together again. I wonder if it seems that way to them, too.
I forgot to ask KeybladeLordSora about the pictures in my head again... It was the same british blonde boy in dark red. Who is he? What does he have to do with me?
Day 224: What's Gotten Into Her?
I think something's wrong with Javelin434. Is she not feeling well again?
KeybladeLordSora said we should all go to the island next time we get a day off. I think he senses something is wrong, too. That's why he suggested the island—to make her feel better.
Day 225: Something Must Be terribly wrong
Okay, now I'm really worried about Javelin434. I told KeybladeLordSora, but all he said was that she'll get through it.
He knows something is wrong. I bet he's just telling me that to put my mind at ease. Well, it's not working.
Day 255: Now KeybladeLordSora Acting Weird
I had cookies with KeybladeLordSora after work today, but Javelin434 didn't show.
KeybladeLordSora said she got sent on an important mission, but he wouldn't look at me when he said it. I've been wondering what's wrong with Javelin434 all this time, but now that I stop and think about it, KeybladeLordSora is not himself either.
Day 256: Disappeared
Javelin434 has gone missing, but nobody said anything about her being dead, so that's ok... I guess.
Did she run off? That doesn't make any sense. Daniel Chiuchiarelli told us not to go after her. The way Sora96 explained it, it's almost like they don't think she's worth getting back.
What is going on?
Day 257: He's Avoiding Me
I want to talk to Firaga Sensai about Javelin434, but I can't seem to get ten seconds with the guy.
What am I supposed to do? I can't believe he's avoiding me. We're supposed to be friends.
Day 276: By the wind
I don't remember much about today's job-just that it was by the island. Or was it? The job didn't even feel real.
Me and KeybladeLordSora agreed to start looking for Javelin434 tomorrow.
Day 277: No Sign of Her
I've looked everywhere for Javelin434, in every section, there's just no sign of her.
Where is she? Why did she leave KH13? I don't get it, any of it.
Day 296: KHinsider
There's one place we haven't checked yet to see if j43 there—KHinsider. When I brought it up with KeybladeLordSora, he surprised me by saying that K.I. is where Javelin434 comes from. I guess he just found out that himself.
Is that where she is?
Day 297: Who is That Guy?
I went to KHinsider to find Javelin434, but I don't remember anything about it. KeybladeLordSora said I collapsed as soon as I got there.
I woke up in the creative media section, and incredibly enough, Javelin434 was there. But she wasn't alone—there was this guy with her, and he was wearing the KH13 members cloak. I could tell by his build that he wasn't one of us, though. Who is he?
Day 298: Some Other Way
I don't believe it. KeybladeLordSora punched Javelin434. There had to have been some other way.
I know she's acting weird, but I hardly recognize KeybladeLordSora these days either. What's going through their minds? I feel so left out....
Day 299: Shulk?
Daniel Chiuchiarelli told me that "Shulk" is the connection between me and Javelin434. But just who exactly is Shulk?
Day 300: No Words
For the first time in a while, the three of us met up on the random section. None of us really knew what to say.
We used to talk each other's ears off to oblivion, but I guess those days are gone.
So much has happened lately that I've been forgetting to write about those pictures in my head. Now it happens even when I'm not on topics. More often, too.
They even show up in my dreams. Javelin434 told me she has dreams, too. Is all of this connected?
Day 301: My Dream
I sleep all the time now, but I don't sleep well. I wake up tired every day. I guess that makes them nightmares, not happy dreams.
Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora don't come to the random section anymore. I thought maybe if I got everything off my chest with them, I might stop having the nightmares... but so much for testing that theory.
Day 321: No Energy Left
I feel so tired—almost disconnected from my body. The dreams have gotten stranger. Now I wake up with blood on my face. I don't know how it got there, but I think there's something really wrong with me.
Today I was teamed up with Javelin434. She seems to be in a lot better shape than me. We had cookies together, something we hadn't done in a while.
Day 322: Another Dream
I had another nightmare. My head feels heavy.
I want to have ice cream with Javelin434 and KeybladeLordSora again.
Day 352: Us and the Sunrise
Me, Javelin434, and KeybladeLordSora had cookies. The sunrise was beautiful.
I don't have to write anything else down, because I'll never forget this day.
Day 353: Broken Trust
KeybladeLordSora lets Javelin434 leave KH13. Like he wanted her to go.
She's a clone? A wall that reflects me? He's talking nonsense. I can't trust him anymore.
Day 354: Who Am I?
I don't understand KH13. I don't understand KeybladeLordSora... I understand myself least of all. Why do I keep coming back to this site?
Me and Javelin434 are special, connected by "Shulk." If she's a clone, maybe I am, too.
I don't know what I am.
Day 355: I Am
I have to know who I am...
I am DONE WITH THIS CRAP.
Day 357: Three Again?
I'm going to set likes free and find my way to Shulk. I'm going to get Javelin434 back. The three of us will have cookies together again—I know it.