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" I am glad you share this with me. I really am struggling with my own feelings.

It almost like I couldn’t seamlessly express my own thoughts. I am also hurt by my own action which is not your fault. I wish I could take it back and be mindful of the idea with friend of benefit. I thought it would be simple - I was clearly wrong.

The idea of friend with benefit is very different for me when I was twenty years old. Thus, I allowed myself to ease my guard down when I shouldn’t simply just tread the water at this point in my life. That’s where I feel stupid.

Speaking for your assumption; yes, I was consciously and unconsciously talking with people when I simply want to connect and create the friendships. Unfortunately, it wasn’t always the case and it is frustrating for me...really is.

I am also open to hanging out with you, but I am talking with someone (I am not even sure if it was dating) so I do not know how that would work.

I feel that I am very much overwhelmed by the recent events such as resolving the conflicts and so forth.

I realized that I couldn’t do that. I want to respect you and your space as you’re traveling through the tunnels of your own endeavors. Shoot, you do have the goals for yourself such as moving to Los Angeles or Seattle that I do not want to de-rail. After all, you’re a wonderful person.

I just feel the need to disappear from the world for a while. Taking it one step at the time. Sighs. I am simply just mad at myself.

However, it is also nice to know that I am not into friend with benefits; just in relationship. That is something new I learn about myself - I guess.

I hope you’re enjoying your time in San Diego. It has been rough week for me, but please rest assure that I will be okay. So now I'm just gonna go and watch a movie Tonight."

@Estoria#4001 this is his rejection letter

thats shes blaming me for

Jesus

Seems pretty tame to me

ye but she said she felt led on

for two month

shes 24/25 hes 29

"annoyed, put off"

her response

im like how is that my fault

she asked me for advices

She's blaming you because it's the easiest thing to do

its funny i knew her from high school and i used to have a thing for her

yah

Interesting

Don't have a lot to say on this tbh

eh i been friends with her since i knew her. im older than her but met her thru friends

This is kind of over my head

I think I'm going to sleep

night esto

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Night

Have a safe night esto!

Thank

It's raining outside, thankfully

Sadly I've just had a matress change and am sleeping on it for the first time

And it's so much softer than my old one

Feels like I'm sinking in quicksand when I lay on it smh

But I'll manage

oh boy streaming time

KH1CritMod lets go

Hope y'all have a nice night now

Tomorrow will be a good day, i'm sure of it