Posted July 19, 201312 yr If maybe my being here, my whole being, exsisting... Was brought upon by dreams, I dunno....
July 19, 201312 yr I don't quite get what you mean. Do you mean you're just a figment of someones dream or that dreaming is what made you who you are or do you mean that you only exist in a dream and everyone and everything else are just figments of your imagination?
July 19, 201312 yr Author I don't quite get what you mean. Do you mean you're just a figment of someones dream or that dreaming is what made you who you are or do you mean that you only exist in a dream and everyone and everything else are just figments of your imagination? I'm not sure which of those is the most real.... If I exsist in a dream, though. It feels like it's a nightmare thats in the process of destorying me from the inside.... I'd like to think i'm not that special, though. That there are many others like me. I know my autism clouds my vision a lot, though. And makes me question why I am where I am, feel how I do, THINK what I do, do what I do.... I-i don't mean to be confusing to anyone. ;~; I just wonder how I got here, I guess... In a world like this one that i'm not sure what to believe anymore. I'd hope most of the 'bad' is just online resorce. I wanna see more of the world and prove the bad wrong. But what if my destiny is only to help the hurting....? .... Its so strange.....Me against this world, or with it, i'm not sure...... Its very bazare to me. And all the events that seemed to lead to my love for riku, and, my joining kh13 forum. What am I....chosen for something really great? The dreams I had....and 'ideas'.....and accociations that all lead to one character; Riku. Then my joining....here. And my strangeness....i ponder...... Edited July 19, 201312 yr by ~DawnStar2004~
July 19, 201312 yr I'm not sure which of those is the most real.... If I exsist in a dream, though. It feels like it's a nightmare thats in the process of destorying me from the inside.... I'd like to think i'm not that special, though. That there are many others like me. I know my autism clouds my vision a lot, though. And makes me question why I am where I am, feel how I do, THINK what I do, do what I do.... I-i don't mean to be confusing to anyone. ;~; I just wonder how I got here, I guess... In a world like this one that i'm not sure what to believe anymore. I'd hope most of the 'bad' is just online resorce. I wanna see more of the world and prove the bad wrong. But what if my destiny is only to help the hurting....? .... Its so strange.....Me against this world, or with it, i'm not sure...... Its very bazare to me. That's a lot of thinking but for me Iv'e just kinda given up on figuring everything out because we as humans right now are only capable of knowing so much and stuff like do we really exist or does anyone else really exist is not possible to know I mean I think I exist and I think everyone else exists but I can't 100% know this but maybe that's just me.
July 19, 201312 yr Author That's a lot of thinking but for me Iv'e just kinda given up on figuring everything out because we as humans right now are only capable of knowing so much and stuff like do we really exist or does anyone else really exist is not possible to know I mean I think I exist and I think everyone else exists but I can't 100% know this but maybe that's just me. You make a good point there sir. Theres much more 'logic' there, if logic should be placed anywhere. I just wanna enjoy life with everyone else. And float around, mindlessly, in a little pink bubble of joy.... I guess I also question the events that lead to my joining kh13 too much too. Haha, I should just relaaax and hug my riku doll again And be like he's female sora in a way. I dunno. Why make sense of everything? or anything really ahh, life...
July 19, 201312 yr You make a good point there sir. Theres much more 'logic' there, if logic should be placed anywhere. I just wanna enjoy life with everyone else. And float around, mindlessly, in a little pink bubble of joy.... I guess I also question the events that lead to my joining kh13 too much too. Haha, I should just relaaax and hug my riku doll again And be like he's female sora in a way. I dunno. Why make sense of everything? or anything really ahh, life... Yeah life here's of funny gif of life It made me laugh when I first saw it The dog represents life and the kid is everyone Edited July 19, 201312 yr by riku13
July 19, 201312 yr Author Yeah life here's of funny gif of life It made me laugh when I first saw it The dog represents life and the kid is everyone OMG WEEE! I'm too lazy to think about life. Your so lucky... ;;;
July 19, 201312 yr OMG WEEE! YES! life knocks you down and when you get back up and think the worst is over it comes back and does it again! XDAlso It's so fuuny the dog is just like WEEEEEE and comes back again like WEEEEE and the kid is just you know trying to get up!!!
July 19, 201312 yr I'm not sure which of those is the most real.... If I exsist in a dream, though. It feels like it's a nightmare thats in the process of destorying me from the inside.... I'd like to think i'm not that special, though. That there are many others like me. I know my autism clouds my vision a lot, though. And makes me question why I am where I am, feel how I do, THINK what I do, do what I do.... I-i don't mean to be confusing to anyone. ;~; I just wonder how I got here, I guess... In a world like this one that i'm not sure what to believe anymore. I'd hope most of the 'bad' is just online resorce. I wanna see more of the world and prove the bad wrong. But what if my destiny is only to help the hurting....? .... Its so strange.....Me against this world, or with it, i'm not sure...... Its very bazare to me. And all the events that seemed to lead to my love for riku, and, my joining kh13 forum. What am I....chosen for something really great? The dreams I had....and 'ideas'.....and accociations that all lead to one character; Riku. Then my joining....here. And my strangeness....i ponder...... You're not strange, you're just a thinker, much like the KH characters. Don't think too much but it is good that you ask those pondering questions I think you have the potential to change the world and make us with Austism/autistic spin offs see the potential that we all have to change the world, even when the majority (and yes, your own family) don't even think you can do much, or r too busy to help you that you feel neglectected. In the words of Martha Kent "make the world smaller" (don't listen to Xehanort, look what a wingnut he is, he is gonna get pawned by ALL of us in a very short time ) see the world and live it the way you want to
July 19, 201312 yr YES! life knocks you down and when you get back up and think the worst is over it comes back and does it again! XDAlso It's so fuuny the dog is just like WEEEEEE and comes back again like WEEEEE and the kid is just you know trying to get up!!! And it knocks you downJust get back upWhen it knocks you down(Knocks you down) Edited July 19, 201312 yr by SHAZOW
July 20, 201312 yr I'm not sure which of those is the most real.... 1) If I exsist in a dream, though. It feels like it's a nightmare thats in the process of destorying me from the inside.... 2) I'd like to think i'm not that special, though. That there are many others like me. 3) I know my autism clouds my vision a lot, though. And makes me question why I am where I am, feel how I do, THINK what I do, do what I do.... I-i don't mean to be confusing to anyone. ;~; I just wonder how I got here, I guess... 4) In a world like this one that i'm not sure what to believe anymore. I'd hope most of the 'bad' is just online resorce. 5) I wanna see more of the world and prove the bad wrong. 6) But what if my destiny is only to help the hurting....? .... 7) Its so strange.....Me against this world, or with it, i'm not sure...... Its very bazare to me. 8 ) And all the events that seemed to lead to my love for riku, and, my joining kh13 forum. What am I....chosen for something really great? The dreams I had....and 'ideas'.....and accociations that all lead to one character; Riku. Then my joining....here. And my strangeness....i ponder...... I added numbers to make this reply easier. 1) I am pretty sure most people at one time or another feels that way. 2) If one searched hard enough they probably could find someone similar to you, but I shall stand by no two people are exactly alike. 3) That just seems normal for one who's trying to understand. 4) Media likes to show all the bad because it gets people's attentions more than the good. Bad is nowhere near as great as the media would let one believe. 5) The thing is if you are exploring the world just to "prove the bad wrong" you will be susceptible to noticing all the bad and none of the good. Since it would be easy to fall into the mental trap of just looking to prove bad doesn't exist at all. So then you might notice all of it and probably none of the good. A better quest would be to find all the good in the world to prove the world is good. Or try to see the bright side to everything both good and "bad". 6) If you would enjoy helping the hurting, why wouldn't you like that being your destiny? If you don't enjoy it, I can see why you would want a different destiny. But either way I fail to see how being destined to help the hurting would be a bad thing. As long as the help, helps them live better! 7) In essence it doesn't matter if you are with the world or against the world, as long as you are doing what you know with out a doubt is right. 8 ) Everyone is important and leaves an impact on society, whether or not historians measure that impact does not deem their lives important or not. I guess one could argue the person whose life impacted the most others is the most important life. But I still stand by that every life works to help make us who we are and others who they are, and in that way every person is important. Edited July 20, 201312 yr by Tigerruss
July 20, 201312 yr I wondered about the meaning of life and if my whole life was just a dream when i was little. i was a firetrucked up kid
If maybe my being here, my whole being, exsisting...
Was brought upon by dreams, I dunno....