I've been feeling quite depressed lately. Even though I tried not to,I just have. My parents are fighting...again. And it's scary. They divorced once and got back together. Now they're fighting again,and I'm afraid that they'll divorce again. The worst part is that they don't seem to notice that it's affecting me and my little sis. Last time I went through a really bad state and bearly eated or spoke to anyone. Their yelling is unberable,and I can't get it out of my head when I try to sleep. I'm really afraid that they'll divorce and that I'll fall into that state again. The state where you start to think to do things that just might kill you trying. I'm can't talk to anyone here without getting false hopes and speaches that I already know about. I'm just in a really bad deppression and I thought that letting it out here would help a bit. This is scary,and my feelings are being played with every step of the way. I feel that I want to cry everything away. No one at home can help me. They just can't. I'm stuck in my room just listening to their disscusions. Sometimes I just want to do something really really stupid just so I don't have to hear them anymore.

Whoa, that's pretty sad. I hope your parents find a way to solve this problem between them so you won't feel scared.

My parents were already divorced when I was born, So I am unaffected by that depression, but I never was given the chance at having both mother and father inside one house, living, with me there. A happy family. But at least father visits every once in awhile. Then leaves for his other family. It hasn't gotten me away from my fading emotions, if you fall into psychosis, you get used to it after awhile.

wow thats scary, I hope that your parents can get along : )

I'd other my sympathies if I could decipher that wall of text.

Spaces follow Periods... seriously.

 

 

But on topic here...

My condolences.(SP?)

Hey first if you need to talk lemme know. Or talk to anybody here, everybody will listen.

And I can relate to what you're going through. My parents never divorced but came really close to. And around those 2 years they fought everyday. And it didn't affect my sister as bad as it did to me. I'm fairly certain thats what lead to my depression. Just try to talk to your sister and make sure she doesn't bottle her feelings up. + Talk to someone anybody. Its a good start that you're talking to us. Just don't let it get really bad.

I have never been through this type of situation, but yes just if you feel alone and hurt then go talk to your sister about this and just try to stay close, because I'm sure she is feeling the same way and you two need each other. If you can ever catch a good time, then please tell your parents that it is affecting you, maybe you can tell your mom or dad or whichever one listens to you, but don't try to confront them when they are fighting. It's not your fault for any of this or your sister's, so don't beat yourself up. I hope everything improves for you and that they stop fighting.

Oh I'm so sorry Stardust. You can talk to me if you need to. We already shared our boy problems But, again, I'm so sorry about your parents D: I hope they find a way to just get along. They shouldn't be scaring you and your sister.

I'am sorry i wish i could help when i was at my friends house his dad was drunk and it was bad i'am not going into details but i kinda know what your going through, feel free to chat to me i'am always here i'll listen don't worry

Stardust...

I know how do you feel

but, don't you think that divorce is the sollution?

When my mom and my dad divorced... everything got better

My mom wasn't crying in the bathrooms anymore and my dad didn't need to lie to everyone anymore

and me and my brothers didn't have to take their fights everytime

 

Yes it's sad that our parents doesn't love each other anymore, but divorce is better than keep fighting all the time

 

try to explain that to your little sis and comfort her

it'll be a lot harder for her