Rinax

Eh... I don't typically write out my problems to the public, but I just wanted to get it out of my hair. I have two older sisters; we're all adults. The second eldest is often kind to me, unless she's in a grumpy mood, which doesn't last very long. Then there's the eldest. She's outgoing and unafraid to speak her mind. As for me, I'm shy and somewhat introverted. And this is where the problem begins. I'm afraid to look for a job. Why? Interviews. I can't talk about myself. I like to play video games. Exciting. Summer term of university: I decided to not take any courses since I wasn't doing too well, and I felt I needed a break. So I'm at home every day playing video games, watching YouTubers be stupid, doing my hobbies (reading, drawing, writing). The eldest sister comes back from out of country (continent, actually) and still lives at home. Finding out I'm not taking classes or doing anything "of importance", she wants me to get a job. She looks up some job offerings and suggests I send in my resume to McDonald's. I don't. Next day, she asks me if I sent my resume in. "No, not yet. I'm adding more things to it," I lied. She grunts, "Right." My face becomes flustered. I'm an emotional person. She's not in the same room as me, so I can express myself quietly. How would she know I wasn't doing what I said. Even if I wasn't lying, that wouldn't change anything. She believes she can say anything to me and I won't take it personally. That's not even close to the truth. I always tell myself that she's just trying to make herself seem important and that I should go on with my day. I still end up feeling down... My family knows she can be an annoying prick (to put it nicely), but they don't really do too much. She tends to act nice when my dad's around as he can get upset if need be. When she was out of country, my other sister and I got along well, talking to each other. Since the eldest got back, the other sister begins to ignore me. Same thing before she left. I believe it's either the second sister is just trying to stay on the eldest's good side or only talks to me when the oldest isn't around. I try to avoid her the best I can... In public, when I'm not with my family, I'm more outgoing and talkative. At home, I've always been the quiet, innocent child who never swears (I don't excessively otherwise; occasionally I'll sneak one out if need be). In my mind, I'm always afraid of others judging me. I guess that's the main problem. That's all I have to say. Ignore the shitty organization. If you read this, thanks for listening. Rinax

I'd be great if I had the systems to play them on and they came out of Japan.

Hey, welcome to a strange but kind community! We should start a list of members who reference their names from KH characters.

I never take the random section seriously. But it's funny when people do.

Of course you're not the only one. There just aren't as many people talking about the matter on KH13 compared to sites like Reddit.

Sleepoverrrr! I'm pretty sure this is what little kids see when they're supposed to go to bed...with the lights off.

That's not my own quote. No one really knows who said it, iirc.

"Gamers don't die, they respawn in a better place."

I had to just log into a game and someone megaphoned it. さよなら。

I'd rather not lose my friends from the darkness or from sleep, tyvm. In terms of "Rinax", she's got her own weapons already. Personally, nah. Too much responsibility.

No, I'm just sad I can't go see Markimoo (and Tomiplier?).

Dragons and phoenixes. Can't choose.

Any kind of contest, really. But it should have a weird twist from the norm. For example, instead of picking something (like artwork) that looks appealing, the contest is to see who can make theirs the weirdest. Most contests tend to be about which one is the nicest. Give the weird people a chance.

Laughter is basically the only thing you can do if someone asks for the plot of KH.

Figurines don't do anything. Plushies are where it's at.

In my grade 8 English class, I had to submit ha! a poem from an outside source. Since that was when I got into KH, I chose Kairi's letter (Thinking of you...). My teacher thought I misspelled Kingdom Hearts as Kingdom of Hearts. Nearly facepalmed in front of her. Kingdom of Hearts sounds like one of those dumb mobile games.

14: Canadians do not have polar bears as pets, don't live in igloos, don't eat/drink maple syrup constantly, don't go ice fishing (maybe the territories), and Canada isn't cold all year round. We do love hockey though.

I have no idea what the world has to do with the story, so I don't care too much about it right now. Once Chi comes to phones, then I'll make my decision.

No particular order. Days - re:coded - KH2 - 1.5 ReMIX - 2.5 ReMIX.

I've been emulating it, but downloading the game is illegal and they aren't getting money that way.

Lol GaiaOnline? I haven't been on there in ages.

I've been playing Digimon Heroes (New Zealand) through an APK I downloaded. I don't have a PS4/Vita, so once again, I'm out. Someone buy it in my name. I'd really like for Re:Digitize:Decode to come here on 3DS (at least). That's the only "new" console I have.

Mostly Roxas. Everyone else's combos are really strange. Magic users like Zexion are really good if you have tons of magic.

That would be wonderful. My PS3 is working fine and selling it to get money towards a backwards compatible PS4 would be great.