For starters, I uterly disgusted with this site, after having to deal with some shenanigans for the past week. I'm just about pack up my stories and get the hell out of here, because this is ridculous. Of couse people are going to whine and beg me to stay like last time (which really didn't make sense at all), and/or bitch me out about something, in which doesn't help the situation and most people do it in a slightly awesome fashion way. So I clearly don't have a clue what to do.
Now I'll admit that I've been quite rude. But that's because no one gives a reason to be nice. Why should I have to be smiles and lolipops when everyone is pretty much shitting on me? I'm not going to hand over kindness to our unloved trolls. Or to those that continue to act like morons. Seriously, I'm trying to be nice, but it seems to not work.
That being said, can we start having reasonable things like not fight over stupid stuff that you shouldn't care about, no necroposting or attempts to ruin a thread for no good reason, and Random threads that aren't 99.9% of rape, sex, raep, pants, RAPE, or directly to just one member. Oh and rape. Just for the heads up.
Next is the real world. Honestly, I feel crappy for the past couple of days. Even though I got to New Jeresy and had fun, I still felt like someone wacked me in the face in a frying pan. I don't feel right. I feel as if I'm unloved. Yes yes unloved. I know, sue me, but no matter what anyone says, I feel like I'm alone in this world. Maybe because I have a lot of mental problems, along with a firetrucked up childhood. I really don't know. Is it because I don't have a girlfriend while everyone does, negativly impacting me? Again, have no idea. These are just some suggested assumptions to my own questions about my emotinal state.
And I said I do have mental problems, so please bear with me.
Finally, my parents are going to divorce within the next few days. It made me happy that the fighting for several years is going to stop, yet I don't feel hot about it. To me, my parents divorcing makes me question about my very own existance. It's depressing, I know.
Well that's all I can say for now. If anything new comes up, I'll add it in this thread. Right now, I'm off to bed. It's 6 in the freaking morning, and I haven't gotten to sleep yet.
See that face? That's what I'm feeling right.
For starters, I uterly disgusted with this site, after having to deal with some shenanigans for the past week. I'm just about pack up my stories and get the hell out of here, because this is ridculous. Of couse people are going to whine and beg me to stay like last time (which really didn't make sense at all), and/or bitch me out about something, in which doesn't help the situation and most people do it in a slightly awesome fashion way. So I clearly don't have a clue what to do.
Now I'll admit that I've been quite rude. But that's because no one gives a reason to be nice. Why should I have to be smiles and lolipops when everyone is pretty much shitting on me? I'm not going to hand over kindness to our unloved trolls. Or to those that continue to act like morons. Seriously, I'm trying to be nice, but it seems to not work.
That being said, can we start having reasonable things like not fight over stupid stuff that you shouldn't care about, no necroposting or attempts to ruin a thread for no good reason, and Random threads that aren't 99.9% of rape, sex, raep, pants, RAPE, or directly to just one member. Oh and rape. Just for the heads up.
Next is the real world. Honestly, I feel crappy for the past couple of days. Even though I got to New Jeresy and had fun, I still felt like someone wacked me in the face in a frying pan. I don't feel right. I feel as if I'm unloved. Yes yes unloved. I know, sue me, but no matter what anyone says, I feel like I'm alone in this world. Maybe because I have a lot of mental problems, along with a firetrucked up childhood. I really don't know. Is it because I don't have a girlfriend while everyone does, negativly impacting me? Again, have no idea. These are just some suggested assumptions to my own questions about my emotinal state.
And I said I do have mental problems, so please bear with me.
Finally, my parents are going to divorce within the next few days. It made me happy that the fighting for several years is going to stop, yet I don't feel hot about it. To me, my parents divorcing makes me question about my very own existance. It's depressing, I know.
Well that's all I can say for now. If anything new comes up, I'll add it in this thread. Right now, I'm off to bed. It's 6 in the freaking morning, and I haven't gotten to sleep yet.