im thinking about suicide. my life sucks.

my parents are divorced. my dad is getting married to an ex hooker. she has 2 kids who dont even notice me. they always fight, so i try to stop them. their mom gets mad, so when i dont try to stop them, i still get yelled alchoholic. he thinks im always trying to fight with mhim, so he yells at me for everything i do.

my mom is also an alchoholic. she's also a breast cancer survivor. shes says im the one who gave her breast cancer, because she found the breast lump after she gave birth to me.

i would have my older sister to talk, but she moved out of my dads house 3 years ago when she was 16. my sister is a druggie.

and after all of this drama i have a boyfriend. we both love eachother a lot. but his mom thinks im a whore, and so does everyone else at school. my bf isn't that handsome compared to other guys,(even though i don't care, we love eachother.) so everyone thinks that he paid me to be his gf.

i hate my life. all i need is someone to talk to. im scared im gonna kill myself. what should i do???

Don't, just don't. Keep striving, as long as there's one person who loves you, you need to stay.

Keep trying. As long as you draw breath, you have hope. Don't worry what others say about you and your boyfriend. Together, y'all can make it through.

but his mom thinks im a whore....

but his mom thinks im a whore....

 

Then try prove to her that you are not. Show her who you are. Be honest and let her decide how to take it.

Then try prove to her that you are not. Show her who you are. Be honest and let her decide how to take it.

 

Yea, prove to her and the world you're not who they say you are. Be yourself, not who they say you are.

Then try prove to her that you are not. Show her who you are. Be honest and let her decide how to take it.

 

but what about school? i cant convince everyone that im not a whore...

but what about school? i cant convince everyone that im not a whore...

 

If they don't believe you, oh well, You're you, be you, and dont give a shiz about anyone else

but what about school? i cant convince everyone that im not a whore...

 

Then that's their loss. If you show and tell them the truth, but they still believe you are a whore, then that is their business. What they think of you doesn't matter. So...basicly what XxBoundlessHeroxX said .

Like I told you before one time, Jus be you don't worry what others think, be yourself, and for his him f** her she can think all she wants about you, just show her how good you can be, don't commit suicide, bs move and a waste of life if you do

Dude im actually getting teary eyed. Well if it helps I dont think your a whore and as long as there is love in your life you still have something to live for . Never give up , I felt like that and your mom and dad shouldnt act that way towards you , just dont do it and keep living for a better tomorrow :]

You kinda remind me of this one person at my school. In English class some kids were calling her "ms porno." I really don't know weather she is or not, but I keep an open mind about it. Often times the good hearted people are just too quiet for there voice to reach you and only the negative things get heard. I am sure there are many people who do value you, you're boyfriend for example, and for you to kill yourself, it would be tragic, no... tragic is too weak of a word to describe a loss. Just keep living.

Like i always say You have to go to the bad to get to the good just hang in there i'm sure everything will be okay

Other people say to try and prove to your mom your not a whore, but from my own personal experience that may not work. My dad always puts me down for everything I do, and even when I tried to do what he expected of me, he would find another fault to put me down with. I realized it's his problem. He complains about everyone and everything for being the reasons for the bad things in his life so he won't have to blame himself.

 

What your mother says about you isn't true. It's probably her own insecurities and she's using you to vent out her anger, which is wrong. But it's not your fault. No matter what people say, you're not a whore or a horrible person. It's the other people who have problems. Sadly, people who are unhappy like to make someone else worse off than them. You don't have to let them do that to you.

 

Oh, and you should see if your school has a counselor to talk to. I went to one in my school and she was a good friend and helped me a lot ^^

Screw everyone. Okay. Live for you. Live for yourself and not for ANYONE else.

Do not let things like that get you down. So many people are fighting, and no one should give up and neither should you.

Who cares what anyone else thinks?

The freaking cares.

The only person who's opinion should matter is YOURS.

Screw your parents. If they're treating you like this, then they're not very good parents at all. They don't need you to worry about what they think. Just don't give a damn about their opinion.

I know it's hard, they're your parents, but you gotta do what's best for you.

Screw everyone at school. In a couple of years they're going to be nobodies while you're out there being all successful and showing the world who you are.

Don't throw your life away okay. Live through each day and just wait, one day it will get better.

You have us, and you have yourself.

Believe in yourself that's all you need.

Find strength in YOU.

I think your a very beautiful person.

No matter what you are now a whore.

and everyone elce is jerks for even trying to call you that.

just keep living. You only live life once and to throw all that away, would be horrible.

just keep moving foward. dont let people bring you down. just when your sad just smile and be happy that your alive and has atleast one person who loves you.

No one can stop you or your boyfriend. stay togerther and be happy no matter what anyone elce says. they may believe lies but at long as you know the truth its ok. make your mind stonger. when your alone just think. just think of a nice place with you and just think about your life getting better once you are older. It may take patience, but believe me its worth it in the end. You will pull through and in the end, it will just make you stronger. If you need anyone to talk to, just talk to me

ill be praying for you.

Well you have someone to love at least,

thats what happend to me when i was 15,

dont care about what people think of you or say to you you're perfect.

Just think when you pull through this you will be so strong nothing will knock you down. if you need anyone to talk to im here my cousin went through something similiar

Listen,you are the perfect the way you are,Remember

What they think abut you is just their opinion

I know you are an amazing person and thats a Fact.

thanks guys.

no one except my bf has ever said such nice things to me. and i tried talking to my schools counsler, and she said that if i had home problems, she would have to call child protective services. and what would they do? take me away, put me in some foster home with 11 other kids, and meanwhile my real family would think i did this on purpose. and im scared that if i kill myself, i'll end up like one of those kids that you hear on the news. i want to die, but im scared to die. my dad is catholic, and he says that im gonna end up in hell. (he also thinks im a witch, but thats another story.) oh and did i mention im going anerxic? i only eat one small meal a day. god i hate myself sometimes

Okay this is going to be hard to hear but I feel that you need to hear it. What everyone has said so far is true. You need to forget about what other people think, you need to live life and have fun, and when you come out of this rough time in your life you'll be so much stronger because of it. But what no one has said, and I think that you're already starting to see it through your new forming anorexia, is that life is going to get worse before it gets better. Like you can't expect to wake up tomorrow and have everything be better, it will take time before people stop labeling you as a whore, same goes for your problems with your parents. Odds are there will be other rumors, other fights, and other problems. But after all the bad stuff is gone think of how much more satisfying a normal life will be. But for now, and whenever life begins to suck, you'll need to let it out and tell someone. And if you ever do need to talk to someone I'm here, he'll most of this community is here I mean look at all the good feedback you've gotten^^. Anyway, I can't say that I've ever been in a similar position as you, but my life has been kinda shitty at times and I've always had someone to turn to to let it all out so I feel like maybe I can do the same for you. So hopefully this helps, and although I hope I never have to hear something bad from you, I'll be here if you need someone to talk to.