I pee in the shower

I over think the smallest things. If someone doesn't reply to a message I sent I think I've scared them off, made them angry or they don't like me. If I get a question wrong it makes me think that the person who asked will think I'm a stupid ie never ask me a question again. I think worrying like this over such small things is a little embarrassing. Hehe

Oh......sorry to hear that...

no  no it's okay^^ 

I over think the smallest things. If someone doesn't reply to a message I sent I think I've scared them off, made them angry or they don't like me. If I get a question wrong it makes me think that the person who asked will think I'm a stupid ie never ask me a question again. I think worrying like this over such small things is a little embarrassing. Hehe

Don't worry I do that too sometimes. I think for the most part my confidence has increased though.

i havn't even had a BJ.

 

I don't even know what BJ is.

 

I talk to myself quite often. Ever since I was a kid, I started to do that. Even when other people are around I still do it.

 

Me too! Though not that often when other people are around. And for some reason I often talk in English even though that's not my mother tongue. I guess it's because it's easier to talk about difficult things in some other than my own language. Also, when I talk, I often talk conversations and argue with myself like there was two different people talking. I actually think that's quite useful because that makes me see different sides of things because the other "person" always disagrees with the other.

 

I also often sing in shops if they play songs I like. Then I realize there's other people too and that's embarassing.

 

 

I over think the smallest things. If someone doesn't reply to a message I sent I think I've scared them off, made them angry or they don't like me. If I get a question wrong it makes me think that the person who asked will think I'm a stupid ie never ask me a question again. I think worrying like this over such small things is a little embarrassing. Hehe

 

Sorry to hear that, I know it's not nice because I do that myself too. Still, it's kinda nice to know I'm not the only one who does it  : S

I've never kissed a girl, mainly because my first relationship started two months ago and has been primarily long distance. 

I've never kissed a girl, mainly because my first relationship started two months ago and has been primarily long distance. 

Same here. I've never been in a relationship, (saving for one small fling on this site that I don't count), so I guess that's kind of a reason for it.

Everyone says they're embarrassed because they've never kissed... Should I be embarrassed that I'm not embarrassed that I haven't kissed/been in a relationship? Of course, I'm not embarrassed of being embarrassed of not being embarrassed of kissing/being in a relationship...

I've kissed.  It's meh and kinda icky. *doesn't like saliva*

I talk to myself when no one is around. I feel so lonely... Also sometimes, I tell my mind to shut up.

Edited July 29, 201312 yr by Diga231

I pee in my sleep sometimes.

What a coincidence, I sleep in my pee sometimes.

 

Also I have a serious fear of bees. I've been stung enough times by them as a kid and now avoid them like the plague.

 

Here's a fun story about that( if anyone's interested):

 

 

Not very long ago a honey bee(or wasp) had come into my room and was pretty close to my bed. First it was just stuck to my window for a long time so i didn't see it as much of a threat.

Then a spider tried to catch it(most love I've ever had for a spider), but the bee saw it and flew on to my bed, and it was now much closer to me. I freak out and slowly get out of the room, closing the door on my way out to make sure it doesn't leave.)

The following may have taken half an hour! ._. 

 

I pick up an old book, get some bug-spray(even though I knew it didn't work for Bees, i just thought it was capable of poisoning the thing until i could actually kill it) and I also bring a water-spray bottle

 

 

(it was a big-ass bee) The water-bottle spray was because if you loosen the nozzle a bit, it can act as a sort of water-gun with a good range (2-3 meters).

I re-enter my room and find it exactly where it was when i left.

I walk over to my chair and bring it close, as if it was a sort of shield. I doubted the chair would actually do much, but I used it anyways.

I stand and spend about 5-10 minutes planning things out... most of the time i spent just convincing myself to do it. I decided I would use the bug-spray first, then throw a book at it. In the event the book would miss I would resort to my 'water gun' 

 

I finally man the hell up and begin spraying bug-spray at it like crazy and it seemed to work just as i had expected. Then i throw the book and miss.

The bee seemingly falls to the edge of my bed behind the pillow and then falls behind the mattress. That's when i take the chance and push the mattress from the other side to crush the bee.

 

I slowly pull the mattress, then push it again just to be sure

Then i creep up from the left side of the mattress and see it there, behind the mattress. Since my mattress wasn't very hard, the bee obviously didn't look like it had been crushed.

I raise my water spray and take aim, then fire. At first the water, goes towards the left and misses completely, so i tilt it a bit to the right and then fire again.

Two streams successfully hit the bee and knock it under the mattress. I wait silently.

 

I proceed to pull the mattress of the bed and see the bee lying there. It seemed to move a bit

I get the bug spray and spray at it again like a maniac and then spray it with water several times. Then I'm pretty sure I picked up the book and successfully threw it at the bee again.

Missed again -_-

Then i use the book, get closer, and crush it against the side of the bed.

 

I finally went down and got a plastic bag, then used an old paper-cutter to toss it into the bag and finally-with the opening sealed- threw it in the trash.

 

So yeah...I don't really like bees much ._.

 

 

 

Edited July 29, 201312 yr by Col.Random

I've never dated or kissed a girl. I'm a sore loser.

I know this is bad but I find myself not being able to trust the opposite gender (as a general whole) as much as I can trust other girls. Now obviously a lot of my male friends, specific individuals I can trust, but as for men in general or men I do not know, I'm always very skeptical and wary of. Like in the back of my mind all I think is "oh f_ck stay away, watch out he's going to murder/rape/cannibalize me."

 

I know I'm paranoid as shit but hey, I'd rather be overly cautious than risk it.

I want to sleep with my best friend but if I do that means he wins and finally gets what he wants.

In other words I'm too stubborn.

I have not kissed a single person in my lifetime. 

neither have I 

I don't know what FTW and LOLZZ mean and many more I don't know

Since a lot of these posts are about kisses I guess I'll pot an embarrassing kiss-released fact too My first kiss was with someone I didn't love in a romantic way in that way but they just had a crush on me and I felt bad so I went through with it anyways. I kinda regretted it because my first kiss wasn't with someone I loved, but I got over it.

Since a lot of these posts are about kisses I guess I'll pot an embarrassing kiss-released fact too My first kiss was with someone I didn't love in a romantic way in that way but they just had a crush on me and I felt bad so I went through with it anyways. I kinda regretted it because my first kiss wasn't with someone I loved, but I got over it.

Aaaaaahh same here!

Coincidences o:

In my entire life I've only been on 3 dates. Never been kissed, never had a boy hold my hand, never been in any kind of romantic relationship ever. I've had crushes don't get me wrong, the feeling was just never reciprocated.

 

Im 18, soon to be on my own, I just find it embarrassing that I'm going to be an official adult soon with out having been in a romantic relationship. Or having any real dating experience. most girls my age I know have had several boyfriends, one of them is even getting married soon! And I'm here just like, yup still single.

Oh, and I talk too much and often put my foot in my mouth when I'm nervous or around new people.

Never kissed a girl.

I want to sleep with my best friend but if I do that means he wins and finally gets what he wants.In other words I'm too stubborn.

Wait, what? So do you love him? If you both feel the sane then why not?

Wait, what? So do you love him? If you both feel the sane then why not?

I have no clue how I feel about him part of me is attracted to him and the other half says he's just a friend. One day I probably will, just not now haha