Col.Random

DC is everyone's senpai

So a lawyer walks into a barhe fails

xion? like zion? ZIONISM!!

This rant is going to be kind of serious and will have a lot of strong language and bullying/abuse related stuff so you should leave if that will make you uncomfortable, but firetruck i need to get this off my chestTo quote what my mom says "what crime did i commit to deserve her as punishment?".It's been years since my dad died, but he was kind of a dick, but he wasn't that bad either at times.Either way, you know when there's a big angry man in the house people don't usually have the balls to try and bully anyone in that family? (unless these people are powerful)Well it turns out people who are part of the family also don't have the balls to bully another family member, especially when the son has always been a pathetic cowardly midget piece of shit who always tried to avoid conflict and confrontation partially because he's a coward and partially because he's cursed with the ability to predict how badly a situation can escalate if a fight starts.So my family has a load of problems, external and internal. The external problems are the primary reason we cannot get rid of her and have to tolerate living with her.She's been temperamental for as long as i can remember, honestly i think i'm the only person who didn't have a temper until recent months; a guy breaks at some point. Anyways, since dear ol dad decided to die my family ended up dealing with a lot of shit from his relatives and it's been 6-7 years of this bullshit. Since there's no one around to keep this bitch under control she progressively felt she could more freely express her anger. I don't mind someone taking out their frustration, i mind when they take it out on people i love.She would always just speak in such a rude manner to us. Sometimes i would just knock at her door to tell her to get ready because we were going out to dinner or something and she would just rudely yell "WHAT IS IT?", but i was a passive little bitch so i wouldn't say anything. Over the course of 6 years this may have happened over twenty times, but oh that's not all. She talks to my mother rudely as well, but she wont' talk to my other sister that way because she has a habit of not tolerating that shit so my older sister is scared of picking a fight with her. ( I should've been more like her from the start).She's also extremely inconsiderate. If she needs to borrow your laptop she'll barge into your room in the morning while you're asleep. She tries to sneak into the room but she's a firetrucking cow so it always wakes me up. I'll admit i don't think she does that on purpose, it;s just that she's too firetrucking stupid to tell how inconsiderate she's being, but if you point it out she gets offended. In the summers she'll sometimes take the only bottle of cold water upto her room without even thinking about whether there's other people in the firetrucking house. If she was a man i would beat her upSo lately her life's been a genuine mess and she frequently picks fights with my mom over a bunch of things and it always really really hurts my mom the way she talks to her or blames her for some of her childhood problems.Naturally when you've seen someone make your mother cry and be depressed several times you develop a certain level of hatred for her.But i'm a firetrucking useless midget who cares too much so i tolerated my sister's bullshit for years because i felt bad for her and some of the shit she's been going through and i even tried to be nice to her and help her.But as time went by, my patience started dying out. I became less and less of the gentle, light tempered boy who just wanted to keep his family together and i became more of the violent and blunt person who feels like his sanity is deteriorating.Today she was talking to my mom about our old nightguard back in the house we used to live in. She's convinced this nightguard is leaking information about us to our enemies and told mom to fire him. Now my mom is a gentle person so she doesn't want to fire the guy instantly so my sister started bitching about how she needs to stop being lenient.FINE she had a firetrucking point, but the way this piece of shit says it is really rude and that's what pissed me off.She always speaks to mom like a bully. Everytime she fights with someone she starts being a complete bitch and THE VERY NEXT DAY SHE ACTS ALL NICE AND SHIT.THIS BITCH IS THE DEFINITION OF ABUSIVE PERSON.So anyways back to that nightguard argument she does her usual routine of being a prick and then goes upstairs to her room and my mom went to hers (probably to smoke as mom usually does that when she's stressed or depressed)At first i decided not to do anything since i have an exam tomorrow, but i couldn't focus. I was so pissed off, it's not like this was the first time, she may have behaved like this more than 50 times now and i do not exaggerate with that number.So i said to myself, "Taha you're a firetrucking coward, how long will you let her do this without consequences? If anyone else spoke to your mother that way you would break his ribs, but why do you tolerate this one person who truly deserves nothing?".As soon as that thought popped into my head i rushed upstairs, knocked on her door and told her "you need to stop being so rude to mom, don't ever talk to her that way. I've had enough".Being the annoying whore she is she just rudely tells me to go away and proceeds to close the door.In that moment i sort of lost control of my temper and i grabbed her arm pretty tightly, at which point she tells me never to touch her that way again.I told her i am getting sick of her behaviour and she bitches "oh you're going to raise your hand on me? you suddenly have the balls to?" so i told her "don't tempt me!".At this point she began pushing me but i wouldn't budge and asked how i would dare hit her. I told her she used to hit my younger sister to several years ago whenever those two would get into a fight (guess which whore was responsible for most of those fights?).She mockingly laughs at the way i say it with a sort of stutter( i'm not good at fighting verbally or remembering things) and tells me to get out of her room and then tries to push me a few times. God i wanted to punch her in her firetrucking face so badly and i absolutely hate violence against women so i hope that gives some perspective.After that she closes her firetrucking door and i storm off, calling her a bitchI just can't take it anymore. I just firetrucking can't. Everytime, for the past few days i see her face the urge to punch her had built up inside me and the fact that i hate the idea of hitting women and the fact that we need to keep this family in one piece until our stupid issues are resolved are the only things keeping me from beating her up.I just don't know what to do, i feel like living with her is slowly destroying mine and my mother's sanity. (My other sister was smart and went to live in korea so she doesn't have to deal with this bullshit.)I feel like, because of her, i'll grow up to become some violent woman beater and that would be the ultimate dishonour for me. I hope she dies i really do hope that when i wake up tomorrow morning she somehow dies of diabetes and rids us of her bullshit. It's gotten tot he point where we would just bury her anywhere and celebrate our freedom, but life is cruel so she'll be alive tomorrow ready to pick another fight about how her stupid firetrucking ego was bruised because someone several years younger had the balls to stand up to her.I've seen this bitch make my mother cry, be depressed, be stressed out and feel extremely hurt and i just wish i could punch her for all the pain she's caused.And the worst part is we live in a shitty country with no justice system and certainly no security or healthcare crap. I would love to just drop her off in an asylum or even make her go live somewhere else, but... let's just say there is no good option other than calling a truce of sorts where we NEVER speak to each other again, but also avoid fighting until our problems come to an end.Now i'm going to pray to God that she dies overnight or something and then go to sleep. It seems like our problems have no end to them

speak wat

i'll buy it if i hear good things about it.So far the DLCs i've heard most of the praise for are the ones From Software dishes out, though I heard Destiny also did a really good job with its DLC

Danaerys is so cool and badass firetrucking love her

big-ass physics exam tomorrow and all i wanna do as laze around and sleep

damn it man

Middle Ages. I love medieval stuff, especially when they're mixed with fantasy.

touche` M dawg

Steph Curry is overpowered, somebody nerf him

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/2hlu0qd1Huc/hqdefault.jpg

i can't believe it took me this long to realize Dixie is Winner'sProof

Donald will probably end up corrupting Bay and make him a shittier healthcare companion

well if it's other reasons then it seems fine. I delayed going to college, mostly because i wanted to improve my grades, but over time it turned out to be a good decision. Just keep in mind though, that it can feel kinda lonely especially when all your friends are busy with their universities

i wouldn't really recommend delaying college to play video games

I'm still gonna call you Kely

FREE PIZZA FOR EVERYONE She repeated, "I do". (too lovey-gooey?)

well it might have something to do with the Kye-blade whose symbol is similar to the letter X. The X in Lux could have to do with the fact that Lux is directly related to the X-blade, while in Xehanort it's simply there because of xehanort's obsession with forging the X-blade. Maybe he created the name with the X in it. And this makes me wonder if removing X and rearranging the letters could give xehanort's true name?

i think they're more of a symbol, rather than having a specific meaning they might be representing something, possibly the recusant sigil

*JOY*

it's not like he knew she was important to Jon. Too him she was just another enemy present their trying to kill their lord commander

yeah, but he was just a kid who watched his loved ones get butchered by the wildlings, naturally he wouldn't see the wisdom in what John was doing

i felt kinda bad for him tho