My mom passed away today, November 28th at 5:05pm. I was in school at the time in a after school program, and I was just ugh... My mom took care of me since I was three weeks old. She may have not given birth to me, but she was my mother in my heart, and I loved her so much to death. She was the most important woman in my life. She was the woman who I loved most in my life. It got to the point where I burst into tears just thinking about anything bad happening to her. She's been though a lot. She has had leukemia and breast cancer all her life, and she pretty much lived in a hospital throughout childhood. She has had her flaws. She was a very stressed woman. She worried all the time over the littlest things. But she did care about everyone. And sadly, her kindness made her the target of people wanting to take advantage of her. When she took care of me, she always made sure I had the best end of the stick, even if it meant that she had to sacrifice her own desires. She was 57, and she died in pain. She fell before, and she was too stubborn to go to the hospital. We finally forced her to go today by calling a ambulance, and then about 9 hours later she passed. I was just talking to her yesterday... having a nice conversation with her... and now she's not here anymore. I feel like this is a dream even though I know it's not. Anyway, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. She was kind, and I just loved her so much. Yes, we had many problems, but I would do anything to just see her alive one more time. Now, I don't know what's going to happen in my life. My life if pretty much gone to hell now, because I have no idea what's going to go on with other problems relating school and where I'm going to live now, but that's another story. I was definitely very grateful to have her in my life and I'll always love her no matter what. When I was little, she always sang to me so I can go to sleep easier. God I'm going to miss her. Here's a picture of her. Her name was Rosemarie.
My mom passed away today, November 28th at 5:05pm. I was in school at the time in a after school program, and I was just ugh...
My mom took care of me since I was three weeks old. She may have not given birth to me, but she was my mother in my heart, and I loved her so much to death. She was the most important woman in my life. She was the woman who I loved most in my life. It got to the point where I burst into tears just thinking about anything bad happening to her. She's been though a lot. She has had leukemia and breast cancer all her life, and she pretty much lived in a hospital throughout childhood. She has had her flaws. She was a very stressed woman. She worried all the time over the littlest things. But she did care about everyone. And sadly, her kindness made her the target of people wanting to take advantage of her. When she took care of me, she always made sure I had the best end of the stick, even if it meant that she had to sacrifice her own desires. She was 57, and she died in pain. She fell before, and she was too stubborn to go to the hospital. We finally forced her to go today by calling a ambulance, and then about 9 hours later she passed. I was just talking to her yesterday... having a nice conversation with her... and now she's not here anymore. I feel like this is a dream even though I know it's not.
Anyway, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. She was kind, and I just loved her so much. Yes, we had many problems, but I would do anything to just see her alive one more time.
Now, I don't know what's going to happen in my life. My life if pretty much gone to hell now, because I have no idea what's going to go on with other problems relating school and where I'm going to live now, but that's another story. I was definitely very grateful to have her in my life and I'll always love her no matter what. When I was little, she always sang to me so I can go to sleep easier. God I'm going to miss her.
Here's a picture of her. Her name was Rosemarie.